inhuman_meow
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I've been becoming increasingly bothered by the lack of harmonious relationships in my school and home life. I'm a junior in high school but I've had this problem since I was 6 or 7. I really just can't get along with others in my class and family, excluding my friends and teachers (whom I can charm the pants off of), and I'm severely unhappy with my friends. People who don't know me ask why I look so mean, and people do/say things that upset me and then walk away whispering to their friends that I have an attitude problem. I have a tendency of having a "'You're either one of us or one of them'/'I wanna talk to you or not'" attitude, and I often say things that can hurt/offend/annoy other people, like talking too much (or too little) or being a little harsh/sarcastic (more so when I give opinions or someone has said something to upset me). But when I try to be more circumspect or conciliatory with what I say and do, people begin to think I'm uptight or stuck up. Because of these reasons I'm seen by strangers as a "quiet"/"serious"/"mean"/"weird" girl. I have a few friends and more than a few aquaintances, but I don't enjoy their company most of the time. I just don't feel a strong bond/connection to any of them, which bothers me with us having been friends for 2-3 years. I can't really tell if it's me or them (it's probably a mix).
I've tried going it on my own but since nothing I do seems to work, I'm turning to you guys. I don't really care about making friends with the kids in my high school but I'm worried this trend will continue on to college and beyond, where my relationships with other people and strangers will (I don't want to say "actually matter...") affect my career and (social, romantic) opportunities, etc. I'm just wondering whether there's something in my chart that predisposes me to sucky relationships with people.
So yeah...I'm just wondering what insight you guys might gleam from my chart that I'm missing.
I've tried going it on my own but since nothing I do seems to work, I'm turning to you guys. I don't really care about making friends with the kids in my high school but I'm worried this trend will continue on to college and beyond, where my relationships with other people and strangers will (I don't want to say "actually matter...") affect my career and (social, romantic) opportunities, etc. I'm just wondering whether there's something in my chart that predisposes me to sucky relationships with people.
So yeah...I'm just wondering what insight you guys might gleam from my chart that I'm missing.
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