Hi,
What I noticed first from the chart is the amount of focus upon the water element temperament = inner feeling experiences; not only from the planetary positions but the additional influence from either a Cancer or Leo Ascendant with their rulers Moon (feelings) and Sun (motivation) each IN a water sign.
Pisces is especially good in its experiences of sensitivity of feeling. It can take specific situations and how it internally interprets them in its own fashion to be the truth, yet that may have no correspondence with the realism that is known to exist. E.g. A smile can become an interpretation of love, a cross word a proof of dislike, the Pisces realm of feeling personally unnoticed or neglected shows that one is not desireable and/or desired.
Such attitudes would be impressed and enhanced by a Moon in Scorpio; those feelings that run emotionally deep and can fester inside, with Mars and Pluto in individual aspects to it producing an internal volcano or ignited dynamite ready to erupt and explode when it is unable to control the force and intensity they represent.
Abuse can take different forms. The physical abuse that harms the body, the mental abuse that harms the mind, the emotional abuse that harms one's internal feelings and, as BOOGY99 mentioned, the psychological effect that each and/or all have upon the individual.
Having seen a number of charts with configurations such as yours, and bringing about different situations, I am wondering if you feel a detachment from being able to love ... or be loved ... as per the position of Venus in the 8th house, as a reason that abuse may be its cause.
Any male who attempts to be physically close to you can get the physical brunt of a Mars in Taurus because you cannot consciously commit to a relationship that Taurus desires yet Aquarius avoids. If in a relationship, a male partner can experience that lack of physical response in his own needs and act in a manner that could see 'the battered wife'. It can turn a woman off men for good. A result of the large red triangle in the chart.
If you are not a-sexually inclined and simply 'hate' men, female company could become preferable. Yet the same physical detachment will occur. A Venus in Aquarius can be a non-committal friend to all yet personal lover to none. It's personal freedom becomes otherwise enchained by the rules which a society dictates.
There is an astrological point in a chart that says much about the inner images that one can create in childhood of circumstances that never physically existed. They take on a reality within that can play havoc upon one's feelings and mind and become the reality through which they tend to judge their circumstances.
You mentioned that people note your Moon-Pluto aspect. The astrological point, called MEAN Black Moon Lilith
lilth: in charts) is on approx. 13 degrees Cancer in the 12th house, trine Moon-Pluto AND a further 'phantasy' influence upon the water element.
It is for you to look deep into yourself emotionally speaking, and discover WHY you are asking what you are.
In advanced astrology, your age would see you entering the Taurus stage of life, the first sign in the zodiac that deals with physical facts and the practicality stability in dealing with it. It is connecting to the mental thoughts that provide the 'other reality' through which you live. You will hopefully find that it helps in finding the answers sought.