Given my current transits and aspects, what should I put my focus on?
I was diagnosed with cancer 4 years ago and it happened during my master. I then had a relapse, also during my masters. I have been unemployed until now and it has mostly been happening because of my disease, focusing too much on my self and having surgeries. I am still not free of cancer but I am doing better and my disease is considered to be stable at the moment and can continue like that for many years, even the rest of my life.
I have this preconceded idea that if I start focusing more on working, I will be too stressed and can become sicker. I have actually been doing a lot of volunteer work and helping other cancer patients, even meetingn with policy makers to influence change, working at several organizations. It means a lot to me and I feel fulfilled doing so but its still not a "real job" and I dont know if at the moment I should put even more efforts into finding a job (already actively looking but not finding any opportunities that fit me - I would need to work from home) or if I should just focus on taking care of my health and dont worry too much about a career/job just yet. I am curious about at the current moment and life for the next year. I seem to struggle to find a balance between these 2 aspects of my life.
I was diagnosed with cancer 4 years ago and it happened during my master. I then had a relapse, also during my masters. I have been unemployed until now and it has mostly been happening because of my disease, focusing too much on my self and having surgeries. I am still not free of cancer but I am doing better and my disease is considered to be stable at the moment and can continue like that for many years, even the rest of my life.
I have this preconceded idea that if I start focusing more on working, I will be too stressed and can become sicker. I have actually been doing a lot of volunteer work and helping other cancer patients, even meetingn with policy makers to influence change, working at several organizations. It means a lot to me and I feel fulfilled doing so but its still not a "real job" and I dont know if at the moment I should put even more efforts into finding a job (already actively looking but not finding any opportunities that fit me - I would need to work from home) or if I should just focus on taking care of my health and dont worry too much about a career/job just yet. I am curious about at the current moment and life for the next year. I seem to struggle to find a balance between these 2 aspects of my life.
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