I am a magnet for attracting narcissists. And no, I am not being exaggerated.
I will not specify who they are, as I have not yet healed my wounds, but there are people in my family who are wicked narcissists.
It is incredible that, throughout my life, I have always attracted people who are externally cute and delicate, but internally cruel and bad.
My former teacher was a cruel narcissist, she humiliated me every day and even encouraged students to do things with me. What surprised me the most was that the students always talked about how much they liked her, and I couldn't understand why: "Don't you see that she is a demon?" I still remember his critical eye, it was something surreal. Since I was 3 or 4 years old, I remember that I had a lot of bad teachers. And it lasted until my 15 or 16 years.
My ex-best friend, manipulated everyone in my life to turn against me, even spread rumors that I was drugged, when I realized, he had already spread several rumors about me. I hate to remember that my colleagues ignored me, all at the request of someone else.
I have many, many stories of narcissists. The worst thing is that, in all these stories, I was called "crazy" "problematic", when, in reality, the crazy person in the story was not me. What a hate.
Nowadays I am extremely cautious with all my friendships, when I feel that someone is malicious or that, in the future it will break my trust, I disappear from that person's life. If someone dares to do something bad to me, be prepared, I will pay double and only stop if you try to commit suicide or are experiencing post-traumatic stress. 8 or 80, here is everything at the extreme. I realized that having a passive attitude and sacrificing myself to bad people (I've done this my whole life) doesn't help, so I make them taste their own poison, but in my own way. I have nothing to lose, literally nothing to lose.
I'm not writing this out of sympathy. But it is frightening to attract evil from an early age.
supposed aspects that I believe are related, and I have them on my birth chart:
Pluto and Saturn in square to the ascendent
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Stellium in 12th in aquarius
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Pluto in 10th