Thank you so much for the reply and yes i've been thinking about this Moon pisces placement it also makes me to addicted to pretty much everything and asc in cancer gives more and more emotions which doesn't really makes me a good aquarius i guess...
and talking about MC do you think of that moon jupiter opposition between 9th and 3rd house?
You have Sun Mercury, Saturn, Mars and Venus all in signs that are traditionally Saturn ruledI have been suffering from major depression over 2 years,
and i am unemployed and cannot find a job as a journalist
which makes everything worse everyday.
I've always been interested in astrology
yet i still couldn't find the reason or reasons for this hell that i'm living.
Can anyone help me find the astrology behind this?
That's good adviceIt sounds like you know the answers of how to fix this problem yourself,
you just need to find the will inside.
Astrology aside, from one who understands depression to another - Keep going
That's good advice
and here's some great basic understanding of depression
Ajahn Brahm tackles the topic of depression https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4N_jjY7W_fs
Your Cancer ascendant is supportively trined by your Pisces Moon conjunct MCThank you so much for the reply and yes i've been thinking about this Moon pisces placement
it also makes me to addicted to pretty much everything
and asc in cancer gives more and more emotions which doesn't really makes me a good aquarius i guess...
Agreed. Depression is debilitating and it is important to find ways to counteractWell I was unable to give an astrological interpretation,
but depression is a serious business, so I wanted to add my 2c. Hope it helps.
I will thanks a lot for the great reading too.
Oh i wish i was ego centric so i would care for myself. Yes i was abused and bullied yes i had very controlling parents.Yeah I know i'm weak i've always been weak. And i don't think i can have a career in medicine but i am addicted to antidepressants..
hmm never thought of it, but i really love journalism actually and to be a journalist.
I am guessing you experienced a major transit or progression at that early age to coincide with the epilepsy developing. My own suicidal moods came when progressed Pluto squared the progressed Ascendant some years ago and it took many years to sort out. Pluto's influence is overwhelming so if we are not grounded it can seem like the person you know yourself to be is getting annihiliated. That is the other aspect you have that I have as well, the Sun-Pluto square. With that one in particular you feel you live next door to something that could go off any second, but you have to keep going anyway. I'll admit that is a very difficult aspect to overcome.Yes death was always a topic of my life i've suffered from rolantic epilepsy when i was 8 and survived 3 major seizures which everyone thought i was going to die spend months in hospital. Than i survived and epilepsy ended but after depression hit i've become more suicidal than ever. And there is not a single day that i'm not thinking to kill myself.
But other than this when someone is dealing with death i change character and try to help that person as much as i can, to get over it and i've been told that i was helpfull which made me happy.
Finding support was the hardest because i had a pretty bad family life and selfish parents which is still acting like teenagers and a mom that blames me for every bad thing about her life and i was never enough for my dad. as years passed i became more lonely and i still find it hard to have a real friend or a boyfriend. They all leave me at some point.
i wish i had some signs in fire that maybe could make me better.
Oh thank you so much so happy that i joined
Can you tell me which influence are those you talking about. I'm curious to learn.