Wow. Well I didn't look into your parents, but I did read your chart. You are Air and Water most dominantly.. Scorpio and Pisces, esp. when afflicted can be indicative of psychological issues.. Its seems you've experienced some heavy, heavy wounds involving intimacy. It causes you to place elaborate walls between yourself and any potential partner. Anxiety, paranoia, and deep emotional need.
You seem to be quite insightful or at least perceptive, but very guarded. Aggression in general seems to be a difficult thing for you to process. Yet you retain a great deal of resentments and grudges from the past, both your own self-hatred and that which you absorb from others. Trust seems to be the big issue. In lighthearted ways it may be easy for you, but once a situation requires something more substantial and cathartic from you all hell breaks loose.
Despite your darkness you have a great deal of light! I'd ask you to reflect quite deeply and critically on what trust means to you, and how what was once a necessary tool for survival became a need for control.