Tryalchemy
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Does this happen to everyone on the angles or what? The first hit was on April 18, 2016 at 17 Capricorn, conjunct my DC within 4 degrees. OH I FELT IT. It was the most horrific thing I ever experienced. This has continued to conjunct my DC between 0-4 degrees off and on over the last 6 years. October 6, 2021 Pluto was conjunct my DC within 2 degrees. I HAVE ONE LAST HIT ON OCTOBER 8, 2022 which will be within 4 degrees….is this even possible?
I’ve read all the info about the retrograde hits being strongest and obviously the exact conjunction at 0 deg being felt the most, but is the worst over or will more bad things happen before the last hit?
I thought I was in the clear, I feel like a fool, I have started something I’d never have started if I knew Pluto was still going to conjunct my DC again. When Pluto just recently went retrograde I began feeling very bad, intuitively I am getting some really awful messages of loss and despair, suffering coming around one last time. I am pretty much trying to just give away whatever I was building at this point because I don’t trust that anything will ever stay or turn out well. I gave him an out from the very beginning. Don’t stay and then suddenly leave. That’s why I tried to open the door early, before things got too deep. He didn’t leave then but I am sure he will now, of course, after it’s too late. So instead of holding loosely, I just want to rid it before it had a chance to rid me.
You know Pluto takes everything away so, I’m not sure if this is the last big “***** you” from the universe or what.
Saturn is transiting my 8th so I generally accept melancholia and I’m not surprised by tragedy anymore.
When do you think the worst of it took place? Should I expect one last abandonment? Lol.
I’ve read all the info about the retrograde hits being strongest and obviously the exact conjunction at 0 deg being felt the most, but is the worst over or will more bad things happen before the last hit?
I thought I was in the clear, I feel like a fool, I have started something I’d never have started if I knew Pluto was still going to conjunct my DC again. When Pluto just recently went retrograde I began feeling very bad, intuitively I am getting some really awful messages of loss and despair, suffering coming around one last time. I am pretty much trying to just give away whatever I was building at this point because I don’t trust that anything will ever stay or turn out well. I gave him an out from the very beginning. Don’t stay and then suddenly leave. That’s why I tried to open the door early, before things got too deep. He didn’t leave then but I am sure he will now, of course, after it’s too late. So instead of holding loosely, I just want to rid it before it had a chance to rid me.
You know Pluto takes everything away so, I’m not sure if this is the last big “***** you” from the universe or what.
Saturn is transiting my 8th so I generally accept melancholia and I’m not surprised by tragedy anymore.
When do you think the worst of it took place? Should I expect one last abandonment? Lol.