Hi
I have Saturn in 5th house (Pisces). It oppose my Sun.
I don't do a lot of things "just for fun".
I think Saturn in 5th house explains why I had issues with creativity most of my lifetime. Learning is a kind of hobbie for me. (ruler of my 3rd house (house of learning) is Saturn in 5th house.) So, my intellect likes to build creative things (5th house things).. More than watching a movie or seeing my friends even if i like it too.
Otherwise, I have a kind of affective lack since my childhood. (I really didn't like my childhood, even if i had good friends and very nice parents). For me, life was as a boring thing, not fun at all. I was already pessimistic at 8 years old.
Later, I had a lot of disappointments with love relationships (like anyone, i guess..)
When I was younger (as a teenager), I had the need to be in love with someone to feel good and alive. But it wasn't enough to be happy.
After working on myself for years, now I see love as an illusion. Even if I would like to be able to fall in love again, like when I was younger. I don't know why it doesn't happen anymore since a few years.
Sexuality is not something I have important issues with. My 5th house ruler is Jupiter in sag. (domicile.) Not afflicted. Venus and Mars (sex/love planets) are in domicile signs Libra & Scorpio, not afflicted too.
I want to believe in love but this is not one of my main goals anymore. I rather prefer to love myself first. This is what saturn wanted to teach me I guess. With learning patience and solid skills about creative matters.
“Self expression” (of the ego) is also a part of the 5th house. It was a lot easier as a teenager than as an adult.
I lack spontaneity now. This can be a problem. But Saturn is not the only planet which creates this problem in my chart
Do you have Saturn in 5th house too?