You bet I do.
I haven’t read any of the past posts (but I will). The topic intrigued me and here I am, tossing in two cents.
Although I respect all religious writings (and the written word counts big time with me), I have my own personal concept of God that has been with me since first pursuing the study of numbers (numerology). After studying all numbers, combinations, and formulas, I was struck with the fact that the concept of zero was not being discussed anywhere. Okay, so it’s not a number per se, but it is a concept and a place-holder. Without it we couldn’t move on/up to the next mathematical level. But what about that very first zero? The Bible (for example) starts with “In the beginning there was nothing.” Was the concept of our beginning and God a non-entity place-holder? Something I could always come back to, branch out from, should I feel lost?
I thought about it further. My personal conclusion was that God is the ultimate center of the ALL. One perfect mathematical ZERO from which can spin off anything. Most important, that ALL is made up of black and white and all shades in between. So I must for learn myself and then for what I am not. Do I tolerate, do I fight, do I walk away and let be? Once I learned it for myself I looked beyond my own circle. Our planet, this world, our own individual place in a community - it’s really all about the perfect math of God. It’s all about where we have been on the spin out of the zero, and where we still need to go on our wheel before reaching our ultimate goal – that center of God, the All.
The All that I believe in doesn’t do judgment. You get your own road. God’s perfect justice – you pick the next step – the life lessons - the next chance for salvation or regression. You learn what you are and what you are not. The system of the All presents: “You earned the right to be here – now where do you want to go given what your soul has learned?”
I find that astrology is the most reliable cosmic/mathematical tool to chart a personal course. It shows me what I chose. It shows me the God-Given gifts I brought with me. It shows me both my birthrights and the rocky roads I have ahead of me. If I can get past all my everyday rocky road stuff, I might be able to reach for those God-All-Zero times. I just might be able to spin myself off into my own next heaven.
I think that God’s perfect justice is that when I die I will find exactly what the-all-of-me expects to find. If any judgment is passed, it will be my own. I may decide that I have more to learn. I may feel I’ve learned my lessons and am ready to move on. The bad news: Given true evolution, my new heaven may have no physical body.
So, enjoy. Now is the time for you to love and learn the wonder of God the All. It may be that touching, loving, adoring skin (physical love) may be the only reason your soul has come back into this more freedom-loving era. Maybe God is all about Love (whatever is constructive) in all its forms.