UraSatVen1029
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Would it be the uranian energy responsible for that feeling? My dominant planet is Uranus, I have a lot of inner planets aspecting Uranus and Neptune and Saturn. Idk why, but in Astro.com it also says that my dominant sign is Aquarius, and next would be Scorpio.
What I meant by never feeling at home is that I never did feel I belonged anywhere. I do have a family thats complete and is rather well, but even I feel a little too different. My goals and visions for my future is a little different and they don't know that. They don't know I dream rather big and is very ambitious. My interests are rather different that even if I tried introducing them to it, they'd just find me a little weird.
With the people I meet in my social life, its like a paradox. I can sympathize and stuff, but I could also not relate at the same time. They tell me their problems, their goals, and stuff, and I end up feeling shy over telling mine because what i really want would seem rather incredulous or something. They'd look at me for sure, and say "you sure? You sure you can do that?"
What they enjoy, what they cry over for, what they love, the kinds of things they like, I could never relate to them. I never could enjoy the things people enjoy nowadays. As much as I want to return the favor of sharing interests (because the people I meet like doing this, and I gladly do that same) its really just... it feels like two different worlds. So overtime, I've kept SOME of my interests as a secret. Like for example, my interest in Astrology. My interest in really old music that belong in another era, the kinds of movies that not all really know about, the kind of artists I enjoy are also some very old school, although most are famous too, but they are not enjoyed by my own generation. Its like.. I couldn't ride along with my generation.
I have heard that there are many people like me, or who feel the same. I just wish I could some of them so i wouldn't feel a little left out or a little lonely. I constantly feel like a visitor of a friend's house, someone who just stopped by to enjoy some bonding time, then find myself in another person's house. But I never found a place or a group or a person that felt like home. My family would be the closest thing to it, but there's just so much that my parents can't connect to me with. In fact, I think I'm the only one in the family who has this much awareness about my self identity and character.
But back to the question, what energy in my chart would be responsible for this? Would it be the Aquarius energy? Or soemthing else?
Would it be the uranian energy responsible for that feeling? My dominant planet is Uranus, I have a lot of inner planets aspecting Uranus and Neptune and Saturn. Idk why, but in Astro.com it also says that my dominant sign is Aquarius, and next would be Scorpio.
What I meant by never feeling at home is that I never did feel I belonged anywhere. I do have a family thats complete and is rather well, but even I feel a little too different. My goals and visions for my future is a little different and they don't know that. They don't know I dream rather big and is very ambitious. My interests are rather different that even if I tried introducing them to it, they'd just find me a little weird.
With the people I meet in my social life, its like a paradox. I can sympathize and stuff, but I could also not relate at the same time. They tell me their problems, their goals, and stuff, and I end up feeling shy over telling mine because what i really want would seem rather incredulous or something. They'd look at me for sure, and say "you sure? You sure you can do that?"
What they enjoy, what they cry over for, what they love, the kinds of things they like, I could never relate to them. I never could enjoy the things people enjoy nowadays. As much as I want to return the favor of sharing interests (because the people I meet like doing this, and I gladly do that same) its really just... it feels like two different worlds. So overtime, I've kept SOME of my interests as a secret. Like for example, my interest in Astrology. My interest in really old music that belong in another era, the kinds of movies that not all really know about, the kind of artists I enjoy are also some very old school, although most are famous too, but they are not enjoyed by my own generation. Its like.. I couldn't ride along with my generation.
I have heard that there are many people like me, or who feel the same. I just wish I could some of them so i wouldn't feel a little left out or a little lonely. I constantly feel like a visitor of a friend's house, someone who just stopped by to enjoy some bonding time, then find myself in another person's house. But I never found a place or a group or a person that felt like home. My family would be the closest thing to it, but there's just so much that my parents can't connect to me with. In fact, I think I'm the only one in the family who has this much awareness about my self identity and character.
But back to the question, what energy in my chart would be responsible for this? Would it be the Aquarius energy? Or soemthing else?
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