I don't see any inherent depressive or maniac aspects.
you questioning about bi-polar disorders comes from your confusing history in relationships. that is you are not bipolar but your relationships seem to take on this characteristic.
first off you have Jupiter conjunct sun which shows you have a positive and optimistic personality. This gives intelligence and with the tine to Neptune you have strong spiritual or religious inclination. you are quite just and understanding in your dealing with others.
your bipolar question starts with your Venus square to Uranus. this gives you a very attractive and exciting emotional nature. this aspect is associated with numerous affairs but these connections to not easily from long term status. with mars square to the Venus/Uranus midpoint this electric attraction you elicit is even stronger. though you attract many ,again, these attractions usually fade out after intense emotional/sexual interactions. so the question could arise as why do relationships' always end after the intensity is past?
to complicate matters, your moon/Saturn midpoint is conjunct to mars and square to the Venus/Uranus midpoint. this pattern is why I say you bipolar feelings are really based on your relationships.
Venus/Uranus square to moon/Saturn gives a unstable and changeable emotions. it shows that the electric attraction you feel in relationships leads to despondency and breakup... or that the electric love turns into cold emotional interactions for seemingly no reason.
these chaotic emotional issues are confusing because your basic nature is to have committed loving long term relationship. this I shown by the Jupiter/sun/Venus/lilith stellium , sextile to juno and trine to the moon and Neptune.and the eros/psyche midpoint is opposed to sun/Jupiter/lilith and vensu showing you are extremely sensitive, romantic and idealistic in you feeling of love, which dominate your chart.
this shows you are extremely loving and supportive. With lilth involved a think you have from your earliest years wanted a stable marriage and family life.
so you are caught in a conundrum. you desire and deserve a loving spouse and family, yet you have intense and electric sexual/emotional components that draw those who want the emotional excitement but not commitment or devotion.
there is another rissue in your chart tht may contribute to your difficulty in discriminating the real intention of your love interest.
Pluto is square to nessus and the midpoint is square to your ascendant. pluto/nessus suggest a abusive childhood environment.one that could have given you low self esteem issues. this is indicated by the Saturn/Neptune square.
in addition the midpoint of the Neptune/Saturn square is square to orcus an mercury.
this aspect really increases the probability you suffer childhood abuse, but with mercury conjunct orcus is most likely that these childhood experiences are repressed or blocked.
Saturn square to Neptune reflects on your father whom seems to be the perpetrator of your abuse.
but it is complicate as this square can also show he was a non factor in your childhood or absent entirely.it can also show a alcoholic or drug addicted father which ,in my opinion , is more likely.
because of the block memories, you are subconsciously drawn to male personalities of the same nature, that is deceptive or substance abusers.
if you can't remember ,then you have a emotional blind spot for men who have these characteristics.
and as you are so loving and romantic, this side of your nature can be taken advantage of by shrewd "players".
but you aren't bipolar. you have exceptionally intelligent and emotionally stable. it is when you fall in love with a dark mirror of your father that your emotional problems arise.
rahu
