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Hi there,
*Sigh*. Well, this isn't an especially easy question to answer, even with astrology. "Will I ever...." questions are fairly open-ended; a lot depends on the querent and what they choose to do.
What your chart says is this:
You are the Moon, and you are placed in the 7th house of 'Others'. Your money (the 2nd house) and debt (8th house) are in one another's houses: the Sun is in the 8th and Saturn is in the 2nd, so it is glaringly clear that your money 'belongs' to someone else and someone else's money is 'in your pocket', so to speak, e.g. you are borrowing it.
The Moon, you, is Void of Course in this chart; meaning, usually, 'nothing will come of the question'. Sometimes it means, 'Nothing to worry about', but this is probably small comfort to you! What it indicates, I think, is that 'not much will change' right now. I wonder whether your main concern is your money, or perhaps it is your wife? You are in the 7th house of 'marriage', and I understand what a strain debt can put on a marriage. I'll come back to the Moon in a minute.
Let us look at the money. The debt, Saturn, is retrograde in your 2nd house; perhaps this is someone 'calling in' a debt that you owe, or that you are having to 'redo' the debt somehow: refinance, restructure, something. Your money, the Sun, and the debt, Saturn, are separating from a difficult opposition, so whatever else we can say, we can say that it is not likely to get much worse; the worst has probably passed. The Sun applies to a helpful sextile with Jupiter, placed on the 7th house cusp angle, and in this chart Jupiter rules both the 6th house of those you employ (or service providers of some sort) and the 9th house of foreign things.
What this suggests is that help might come 'from abroad', or from someone who works for you in some service capacity. Since Jupiter is on the 7th angle, it suggests that perhaps some sort of partnership can be formed that will be of assistance to you; Jupiter is the natural ruler of Pisces, where the Sun is now, so it will be someone with whom you are friendly.
To see the 'final outcome' we can look to the 4th house; and here we have a very early degree (less than 2 degrees on the angle), and ruled by Mars, who has only just entered Cancer, the sign of its fall. Mars is placed in the 12th house of 'self-undoing'; it is also a house of sacrifice and giving things up in order to achieve something. The early degree on the 4th angle says it's still early days and open to a good deal of 'Free Will' (in other words, up to you); Mars, also in early degrees, applies to a helpful sextile to Saturn, the debt.
What this might be saying is that a resolution is entirely possible, but it will require some sacrifices on your part that may not be easy for you to accept. With Jupiter on the partnership angle, someone may come along who will try to help you. You, the Moon, are in Saturn's sign; this perhaps might indicate that the debt is the only thing you see.
The Sun, your money, applies to conjunct Uranus; sometimes the outer planets can tell us something about the situation, and what Uranus suggests is that something 'radical' is about to take place; maybe some sort of upheaval; certainly, instability. Maybe you need to be thinking 'outside the box' or something like that. Something in your fortunes is likely to change swiftly and unexpectedly.
Now, back to the Moon. It is Void of Course; not much will change for the time being: you are suspended, unable to act. The Moon applies, however, to conjunct Mercury, which rules that 12th house of 'sacrifice' as well as the 3rd house of 'communication'. Perhaps some sort of solution will come through a communication, or you will begin to consider other ideas or ways to get yourself out of this situation.
Part of Fortune sits in your 11th house: your friends, and Mercury is the dispositor. It wouldn't be too much of a stretch to suggest that you talk to your friends; since Mercury is the next aspect the Moon makes, it might be a sensible place to start. Remember what I told you: it is those things that we aren't looking for, but that come to us (in the form of a friend of a friend knowing something or someone who can help out), that are the most valuable.
All in all, I wouldn't say that you have an easy row to hoe in front of you, and a lot of what happens is up to you, but I don't see this chart as being all bad. Difficult, yes; tough, yes; involving some hard decisions and maybe giving stuff up, yes. But that's not always a bad thing.
Good luck to you!
AG
