I don't like to conflate signs and houses, but every so often one sees a chart dominated by the 8th sign, 8th house, and planetary rulers of Scorpio in a prominent position. Shawki, you have what I would call a strong "8th chord" (aka "8th key") house.
To wit:
ruler of the rising sign in the 8th house
sun, moon, Mercury in Scorpio
Jupiter, Venus, Mars in the 8th house.
sun conjunct Pluto
With this kind of chart, I think "the way out is the way through." Please get in touch with your considerable inner power, your courage in the face of life's dark side, and your capacity to go very, very deep. If you try to resist all of this, it won't make you happy, just inauthentic.
If you can do this, you'd probably make a good psychotherapist.
How would you rate you intuitive abilities concerning other people?