My cat is Cosmos, and, he's been missing, and he's so special to me because when I was done with chemo, other people had taken care of me so long and when I got done and went into radiation, then I just wanted to take care of something too, and I went to the shelter and I found this little black cat with a big mouth, what a talker! And he grew into this beautiful panther, and he loved me and I loved him. And now he's been missing for a week. I would have asked sooner, but I kept hoping he'd come home, he really isn't very cat-like at taking care of himself and never misses a meal. Does anybody think, horary, if he will come home, it's breaking my heart, he was so special, he tried to talk to me, he could say my name and hello. I just can't lose anything else, my marriage is over, I have to move to an apartment now and not this too. Why am I losing everything?