bittermoon
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for the past few months i've been looking for work, and have been unsuccessful so far. i feel like i'm between a rock and a hard place. jobs in my field (creative) attract hundreds of applicants, and even minimum wage jobs in a call centre i am unable to get because i'm too well educated with too much experience.
i started doing some online micro-work. yesterday, i spent 3 hours copywriting (one of the assignments was for a large airline. they should be ashamed of themselves) and made 3 dollars. before tax. in order to receive payment, i need to have accrued at least 10 dollars. another 7 hours of work ahead?? obviously, i am wasting my time with this.
i'm currently staying with friends and family, and can't wait to start working so i can move out on my own again and move on with my life. this whole situation is starting to become detrimental to my happiness and self-esteem.
my question was 'will i get a job before july?' and 'good' represents for me a position where i am happy to work, be productive and creative, and make enough money to support myself.
anyways, the chart:
- leo rising, so i am the sun.
- 10th house is in aries, the job is represented by mars in 2nd. mars is retro, and weak. does this mean i will just 'give up'? how horrible that would be.
- no aspect between sun and mars = no
- however, there's an applying aspect from moon to sun.
could this indicate a possible yes?
what obstacles am i dealing with here?
any input will be much appreciated.
i started doing some online micro-work. yesterday, i spent 3 hours copywriting (one of the assignments was for a large airline. they should be ashamed of themselves) and made 3 dollars. before tax. in order to receive payment, i need to have accrued at least 10 dollars. another 7 hours of work ahead?? obviously, i am wasting my time with this.
i'm currently staying with friends and family, and can't wait to start working so i can move out on my own again and move on with my life. this whole situation is starting to become detrimental to my happiness and self-esteem.
my question was 'will i get a job before july?' and 'good' represents for me a position where i am happy to work, be productive and creative, and make enough money to support myself.
anyways, the chart:
- leo rising, so i am the sun.
- 10th house is in aries, the job is represented by mars in 2nd. mars is retro, and weak. does this mean i will just 'give up'? how horrible that would be.
- no aspect between sun and mars = no
- however, there's an applying aspect from moon to sun.
could this indicate a possible yes?
what obstacles am i dealing with here?
any input will be much appreciated.
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