your north nose is conjunct to nessus as your your south node is conjunct Lilith. nessus implies emotional abuse which would be magnified by the node. it may be fear of intimacy from repressed experiences. this is also suggest as Jupiter/pluto midpoint is also conjunct your node and nessus. Jupiter adds the element of authority figures.
your Saturn/pluto midpoint is square to Eris, again suggesting a constricted emotional childhood has interred with your expression of passion.
venus with juno shows your interest in marriage.
interestingly Neptune is opposed to Sappho and square to eris ,suggesting you have many good women friends.
the mars/venus midpoint is conjunct to pholous and opposed to Saturn which suggest you father may not have allowed you to have boyfriends.
rahu
I think the fear of intimacy from repressed experiences may be a thing. I did date a boy my freshmen year of highschool, but it was almost completely long distance & thru frequent phone calls (we were friends in middle school but for high school, his mom shipped him off to military school) and my parents chaperoned our two dates. I broke it off when he asked me to have thanksgiving with his family & had a momentary freak-out because of it that caused me to panic & break up with him.
I flirted a lot, but didn't date anyone the rest of my time in highschool. Then, after graduating from highschool, I did get into a long-distance internet relationship the summer before I started college with a guy. We talked every day but I had a fear of being catfished, so I told him he needed to buy a webcam so we could skype/videochat. He did exactly what I asked, and I had a bit of a panic attack over how serious the relationship felt (plus the fact that I had been keeping the relationship a secret from my family) & ended up breaking up with him. :/
Things got a little bit better when I had a romantic relationship with a guy my junior year of college, but we clashed a lot on social issues & was kind of really arrogant which always bugged me. He was also on the rebound from a serious relationship, so we were never boyfriend/girlfriend. We did go on one official date to the movies at the end of the relationship where he decided I was potential wifey material, but we ended up deciding to end it that following weekend because he was in a bad headspace from his previous relationship & I felt like he wasn't the nicest guy in the world tbh.
Throughout my parents' marriage, my dad was emotionally & sexually abusive to my mom and emotionally abusive to me. Growing up, I heard a lot of the terrible things he'd say to her and a lot of it has still stuck with me. The Saturn/Pluto midpoint being square to Eris probably references how I legitimately don't want to enter into a sexual relationship with anyone, because my dad used to tell my mom that a woman who has sex before marriage is just as bad as someone who cheats.
I realize now he said that to her, because he was cheating, but either way, all the misogynistic comments he made towards women kind of scarred me, and definitely scarred my mom because she still stands by the whole 'men will leave you if you have sex with them.'
It's been really bad and messy, and is partially why I study feminist literature now in graduate school, which is why I have so many awesome female friends. I bond a lot with my girl classmates & professors.