Lascivious
Banned
I'm sorry but this happens to me all the time... I tend to attract people in crisis's. I've helped so many friends in my past, because I saw potential in them that no one else did. My best friend since the 3rd Grade, I got her to lose weight, I took her shopping, I introduced her to an amazing salon and a hair straightener, I taught her how to dress, I taught her how to use the right make up, I always payed whenever we went out, I even helped her with her photography and showed her how to use Photoshop to benefit her work and years later, she turned on me. She never appreciated anything except when I just disappeared and stopped talking to her... Because she didn't think I knew what was going on when she went around and backstabbed me, but I knew all along. And she'd write messages to my twin brother on Facebook, saying how I was the greatest friend she's ever had, how she's never even loved a boyfriend like she loved me and all this nonsense but once you turn on me, my revenge is completely ignoring you and never ever speaking to you again. I feel like she took a lot of my energy and drained me of it.
This other guy, he was fat like ****. He was a loser. Everyone hated him. He had no friends. He couldn't even talk to women. I'm gay and I literally pretended to be straight to go on a double-date with him and not make things awkward so I could get atleast one of the girls to take his virginity, LMFAO... And it actually worked. I introduced him to all of my friends, I got people to like him, I even got his *** to shower and be clean, showed him that dressing like a thug won't attract women, got him to be a gentleman, to wear cologne, to go to the dentist... I bought this loser out of his SHELL. And what does he do?
After I have my breakdown, become awkward and everything, he turns on me, the people I introduced him to, he talks **** to them about me, exposes my secret and all this nonsense. Not grateful for anything I did for him, not even appreciative. People used to bully this guy for crying out loud, I even saved his *** from getting beat down from one of my old weed dealers.
Now here I am, completely drug free, transformed, got rid of my Anxiety issues caused by drugs, something that most people NEVER overcome, refused to take crazy medications that mess with your brain and I'm ready to go out into the world again, stronger, wiser and better then I've ever been... But how the HELL am I supposed to trust ANYONE after experiences like this? People I genuinely help with all of my heart, because no one else cared about, and they turn on me. Is this like some kind of fricking trend with Sun in the 8th House people? People stealing your energy and then turning on you? How am I even supposed to trust a potential relationship partner now?
This other guy, he was fat like ****. He was a loser. Everyone hated him. He had no friends. He couldn't even talk to women. I'm gay and I literally pretended to be straight to go on a double-date with him and not make things awkward so I could get atleast one of the girls to take his virginity, LMFAO... And it actually worked. I introduced him to all of my friends, I got people to like him, I even got his *** to shower and be clean, showed him that dressing like a thug won't attract women, got him to be a gentleman, to wear cologne, to go to the dentist... I bought this loser out of his SHELL. And what does he do?
After I have my breakdown, become awkward and everything, he turns on me, the people I introduced him to, he talks **** to them about me, exposes my secret and all this nonsense. Not grateful for anything I did for him, not even appreciative. People used to bully this guy for crying out loud, I even saved his *** from getting beat down from one of my old weed dealers.
Now here I am, completely drug free, transformed, got rid of my Anxiety issues caused by drugs, something that most people NEVER overcome, refused to take crazy medications that mess with your brain and I'm ready to go out into the world again, stronger, wiser and better then I've ever been... But how the HELL am I supposed to trust ANYONE after experiences like this? People I genuinely help with all of my heart, because no one else cared about, and they turn on me. Is this like some kind of fricking trend with Sun in the 8th House people? People stealing your energy and then turning on you? How am I even supposed to trust a potential relationship partner now?