You are Mercury. The matter is a 3th H matter, which is in Scorpio so it has Mars as its lord. Mercury and Mars are in exact trine, with Mercury being in its own domicile. The line is open! The girl would be Neptune, the Dsc being in Pisces, conjunct Neptune, so she might be a little foggy or spacey, but maybe that’s precisely how you like it. The Moon is detaching from Saturn, so the aching or frustrating moment is gone, and is applying to Pluto: moment of intense clarity coming. As I said, the line is open.