In the U.S., you can get a copy of your birth certificate through the Post Office. It's not expensive. In California, you need it to get your driver's license. Anyway, as you probably know, the Ascendant location is extremely important, and a variation of just a few minutes of time can change that significantly. That being said, it LOOKS like a lack of motivation might be causing you to worry about the future. You need to find something to do that you really enjoy, that earns enough income for you to feel materially secure.
What are your options?