Thank you so much for finding time to reply! I'll comment on some of the things you've mentioned:
All but one of your planets are bundled within a little more than a trine. The outcast is Mars shooting stable Virgo energy from your 2nd House into airy Aquarius in your 6th House. The earth nature of the 2nd and 6th houses add stability in an otherwise unstable situation. Your isolation is normal for someone with Gemini on the 11th Cusp.
Interesting, I didn't quite see that (I'm relatively new to astrology), I'll read more about those placements
Your alleged friends tend to take advantage of your kindness until you feel victimized and seek privacy. Your disconnect from others is a way of protecting yourself.
That's quite true to be honest;
The ability to laugh on cue and cry on cue is an actor's skill which Neptune gives you. It's a gift.
At first I wrote that it's hard for me to do these things
genuinely when on cue, but then I gave it another thought and have realised that I actually do this often. It's like for instance I can start laughing when it's relevant in a certain situation, and then it grows on me and I carry on laughing
genuinely if I'm in the right mood. I also can fake crying, but without shedding tears (for that, there definitely has to be a reason that would make me want to actually cry; otherwise my eyes just won't water). And I've indeed been told that I can mimic emotions in a way that seem convincing. I also enjoy immensely good acting, of that sort that makes you believe an actor, and make you feel all the emotions that the played character feels (both positive and negative). And I guess it's also worth mentioning that I draw, and love capturing facial expressions of people, or conveying a certain emotion of some character by knowing and understanding how different emotional states manifest themselves through mimics.
You'd do well in a medical setting with that ability especially with so much activity in your 6th House which rules health and the health profession
I'm a bit rusty, but if your Aries planets were in your 8th house I believe you would be a surgeon, but with them in your 9th house you must be rather scholarly.
That's interesting that you've mentioned health profession; my grandmother was a doctor, and my dad wanted to become a surgeon (but eventually pursued another education and career). I have an immense respect for people from this field, and would say that I understand and take seriously health matters, but not sure that I could be a doctor myself for my whole life. But I'm indeed very interested in scholar pursuits: I really love learning, including studying theory (for instance when I was studying graphic design, there was a bigger emphasis on practice, and at times I would find myself needing and wanting to delve more into theoretical part). I also write music, and find its theory very interesting, especially tied with understanding of how it's linked to music's ability make one feel a certain way. And as I've already mentioned, I draw, and used to give private lessons to various people for some time, and have found the process of explaining how composition, colours and lighting work in drawing very much fulfilling. Especially when it reinforced some people's belief that they wouldn't be able to draw.
The Uranus-Jupiter conjunction plays tricks on you I'm sure. One moment everything seems peachy, the next everything does a one-80. Neptune's conjunction to those two planets adds confusion to the mix. I can imagine the 3 planets can have you on an emotional roller coaster.
True, I was thinking the other day why it happens so sometimes that my emotional state just flips for no apparent reason.
our Moon is in Capricorn which is why you find yourself not just unemotional but unable at times to express your emotions especially since your Moon is in the house of Self Expression. It's like you've got a built in damper on your emotions.
Exactly, it indeed feels like emotions are muffled in some way.
You can keep your cool on one hand while the conjunction between Neptune, Jupiter and Uranus can have you in turmoil. Just don't let that inner turmoil eat away at you.
That happens too; sometimes the turmoil is quite big indeed. But I try to distract myself from it (doesn't always help though)
The Moon's square with your Sun (self expression) and Venus (art, beauty, romance) challenges your creativity. Moon's square with your Saturn restricts your artistic self expression, not to limit it necessarily but to define it, its character. It brings an element of precision to your creative self expression. Nothing you create would be splashy or gaudy in other words.
This is very true! Very often I can't do something (especially drawing) without having at least some idea of what it should be. When I was younger, one of my drawing teachers couldn't understand why it was so hard for me to produce a vast amount of drawings in a short time: I was too deliberate in my approach to accomplish that, as though I didn't want to spend much energy on something that I hadn't thought out yet. It's easier to do now of course, and see that this approach is good for loosening myself up; and I've learned to improvise more easily (I actually really love it in music, because I come up with many melodies and riffs in exactly this way, which I guess is more intuitive). But sometimes the feeling of "restricting" myself is indeed there, but I would say that it really more like a filter.
Writing is probably your best avenue for artistic or creative self expression with the trine between your Moon and Mercury. Again I see the potential for scholarly work with this 9th House placement. I believe in creative writing you will open up the unexplored avenues of your soul to much satisfaction.
This bit is probably one of the most intriguing in the reply of yours, because I really do find writing and way of finding right words so satisfactory! Sometimes metaphors, images, symbols or word combinations pop up in my head randomly, and I jot them down in my notebook, which I always carry around; I do it very quickly because it often feels that they are about to slip away from my consciousness, and I don't want to let them go. Mostly I save them for lyrics that I use in my songs. And at times I come up with words and melody for them simultaneously, and it indeed feels like something that I wouldn't explore about myself in any other way. I'm a big fan of lyrics in general actually, and combination of imagery created by words along with music inspires me immensely. It's also probably worth mentioning that I love languages, and studied 7 of them throughout my life (fluent in 3 of them). That's mostly influenced by my environment and life circumstances I guess (people of the country I live in mostly speak 2 languages here, and my mom is an english teacher and translator).
Your Capricorn Moon in the House of Self Expression rules Cancer which is on your 12th House Cusp which is why your creative or artistic self expression is a solo pursuit.
Interesting, because I do see myself with a band in a future,
but I would definitely much prefer to write most, if not all parts of songs on my own, indeed. Can I ask you how exactly these placements signify solo pursuit? I'm just curious
What is begun there pays off in the 2nd house and that's where your Mars is shooting energy into your 6th House planets. It all makes sense. Complex but logical.
Do you mean artistic pursuit by "there"?
If you're not working on a manuscript or something you might at least keep a journal.
I guess all the lyrics I write can be some sort of manuscript hahah
Thank you a lot again!