[FONT="]No, you're not a selfish person. No, you’re not a bad person. Consider the source that is making you feel this way.[/FONT]
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[FONT="]I'm going to take a different approach than my usual because you were born 20 hours after my wedding August 29th. Looking at your chart is almost like looking at the chart of my wedding. Although the moon wasn't directly opposite the Sun, it was big, huge and beautiful and appeared to be full. The full moon occurred on the 31st and was a Blue Moon being the second full moon in August. The entire Astrological community was witnessing for the first time in their life times the conjunction between Uranus and Neptune. Uranus moved in the typical direct, retrograde, direct motion. Neptune, however, transited 18 Capricorn 37 direct, retrograde, direct, retrograde (which is when you were born), and again direct. Five passes. Another phenomena. [/FONT]
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[FONT="]Uranus is transiting your 4th House cusp which is the source of unrest (Uranus) at home (4th House). Monitor Uranus' transit. Transiting Uranus squared your Natal Venus in 7th House on May11, 2019. That may have lit a spark. Things could heat up when Uranus squares Venus in retrograde on about November 24th and resolve around February 27, 2020. My advice given my experience with Uranus (OMG) is not to make waves until after February 27th especially when Natal Uranus and Natal Mars are square or opposite one another as in your chart. Please exercise caution. I'm speaking from experience. Don't give in to sudden outbursts of anger or sudden irrational decisions or going off half cocked, but if you do don't drive or over exert yourself while you're in a snit. Transiting Neptune, planet of distortion and confusion, could be warping your perspective. To others it may appear you’re not operating with a full load of bricks or using common sense. Neptune is transiting away from your Natal Neptune and Uranus by sextile to both. It transited direct around May 29, 2019 then transits retrograde around July 16, 2019 and direct around March 13, 2020. (Check an ephemeris for the dates corresponding to transits to each planet.) In any case Sextiles are considered positive, not challenging, so hopefully this is a good indicator, but you probably won't begin to understand it's influence until after March 13th, when people begin to see you in a different light. Because of my experiences in 2017 I learned not to make any decisions while outer planets were aspecting my natal planets by retrograde. I kept a record by date of planets aspecting my natal planets first by direct then by retrograde and finally direct again. I knew from the beginning of 2017 that resolution would not come until January 2nd, 2018 and it did. Right on time. In your chart Jupiter is also currently retrograde forming a semisextile with your natal Uranus and Neptune. Saturn and Pluto, both retrograde, are near a conjunction to your natal Uranus and Neptune. If you do create a chart of the transits, chart the exact date of the exact aspect. I've been freaky accurate doing it this way. Mercury transits direct within hours of an exact quincux (150 degree) of your Natal Uranus and Neptune. Mars just made a 150 degree aspect with Natal Uranus and Neptune on Friday. Both quincuxes aggitated things in a way in which there is no resolution. It’s best to wait for them to pass. And Moon is going to lightly tap Natal Uranus and Neptune with a semisextile tonight it looks like. Uranus conjunct Neptune in Capricorn is common among a lot of people around your age. At the time of the exact conjunctions between the two planets there was a lot of discussion about the effects of one planet upon the other and how that might play out on the world stage: Uranus tears down structures, Neptune washes over destruction. You are part of the phenomena. The one piece of advice I leave you with is to chart the movements of the planets by dates as they aspect your natal planets over the course of the next year beginning with last May or earlier if there's a trigger date. This will not resolve issues, but it will allow you to see what influences and energies are at play and when. [/FONT]
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[FONT="]Income? A quick look suggest you could earn income working in a financial institute or finance department or a law office or government office or you could marry for money. With both the 2nd House Moon and Saturn in Aquarius chances are whatever it is will be unique and uniquely you. [/FONT]
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[FONT="]As a side note, and I don't know if my experience has any bearing on yours, but after my wedding, a year or so later, mother all but disowned me. She stopped talking to me for a year for the 3rd time. Several years later she became completely dependent on me and forgot she was ever disappointed in me. Go figure.
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