So one of my ex’s had reached out to me a few months ago, I am not really sure what his intentions were, however, me not being in a good headspace I argued with him and somehow did not want to communicate any further with him. He was my very good friend at one point as well.
Somehow last few days his thought keeps popping in my head. But I do know he got engaged recently. A part of me wants to speak with him. But I do not want it to lead on to anything serious right now. I am probably not ready. I’m not even sure what his dynamic with his fiancée. I do feel that we had a good equation, but my own life is a roller coaster ride.
It seems to have become a common practice (especially people around me) to get married just because one feels lonely, whether you love the other person or not. The criteria is the age, one should not be unmarried for a very long time..lol.
Our break-up was very bitter, and I am guilty of it. So before I decide what my next move is, I want to know, Does he still love me? I do not want to be trouble in paradise.
So I am Mars, in the first house, so I am definitely thinking about myself, though not in the best frame of mind. He is Venus in Aquarius, in my 11th and his 5th. Sun is also in his 5th.
Me/Moon,- I have indeed friend-zoned him. I do miss a friend whom I can have open heart conversation with. He at one point was one of them.
Mars in venus's dignity shows he cares, however Venus, sits with Saturn in his 5th, so there is another potential romantic partner involved here. I am really not sure what is going on there, but he/sun doesn't seem to be at his best with Saturn. Or perhaps something happening with kids/pregnancy ? Omg
Inputs, please?
Somehow last few days his thought keeps popping in my head. But I do know he got engaged recently. A part of me wants to speak with him. But I do not want it to lead on to anything serious right now. I am probably not ready. I’m not even sure what his dynamic with his fiancée. I do feel that we had a good equation, but my own life is a roller coaster ride.
It seems to have become a common practice (especially people around me) to get married just because one feels lonely, whether you love the other person or not. The criteria is the age, one should not be unmarried for a very long time..lol.
Our break-up was very bitter, and I am guilty of it. So before I decide what my next move is, I want to know, Does he still love me? I do not want to be trouble in paradise.
So I am Mars, in the first house, so I am definitely thinking about myself, though not in the best frame of mind. He is Venus in Aquarius, in my 11th and his 5th. Sun is also in his 5th.
Me/Moon,- I have indeed friend-zoned him. I do miss a friend whom I can have open heart conversation with. He at one point was one of them.
Mars in venus's dignity shows he cares, however Venus, sits with Saturn in his 5th, so there is another potential romantic partner involved here. I am really not sure what is going on there, but he/sun doesn't seem to be at his best with Saturn. Or perhaps something happening with kids/pregnancy ? Omg
Inputs, please?
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