I know, I was just shortening minor grand trine/talent triangle to grand trine because a minor grand trine is a grand trine, just not a regular (major?) grand trine.
I don't feel like I'm always fighting a losing battle, I feel like I'm hiding somewhere deep inside myself and wriggling under the microscope, lying dormant and waiting to come out, trying to get to a place where I can fight rather than having people/irritating adults trying to protect me all the time. All the adults who unfortunately have power over me on some low, superficial level think it's their job to make sure I don't "have" to fight _any_ battles, winning or losing, and this is what drives me to literal insanity, and why I want freedom so badly.