Hello all, I'd like to have some insights on my birth chart. It's high time for me to find my calling in life, college, a career of some sort, etc etc.. But I've been in this deep fog for quite awhile now. Wondering if anything in my chart can back this up. I can feel that my parents are pushing for me to "stop researching" and go, but I don't feel that I'm ready yet.
I don't really know if I'm progressing or regressing at this point. I don't think that it's depression, but it's like I'm wating for conditions to reach some ideal point before I make my move.. some spiritual awakening of some sort..
I have a wide range of interests and things I investigate on my own, but they are things that I feel I can't make a career in, I often read about Zen Buddhism and Koans, Solfeggio Frequencies, Dr. Emoto's studies on Water, Vibrational Therapy and etc..my interest in these things are deep but I'm at the point where I need to *learn* how to make a living for myself, drive, go to college, etc just live but I have next to no interest into any of that. I feel as though that I'm looking for a person to share all these *insights* I'm researching into, THEN I'll be *ready* for *real life* after I find that person could be a friend or more to connect with on these depper levels.
I dunno, many here may find that very weird..maybe this is a trial or a test. I'm not sure what it is. I'd like to have some sort of career that will provide some sort of financial cushion so I can explore my many interests...or maybe this is the wrong idea for what I want to do?
Any takers to sort out this madness?
Natal Chart:
http://www.astro.com/cgi/showgif.cg...&va=&cid=qsgfile6MXzXQ-u1219621375_3955598763
Natal Progressed Chart:
http://www.astro.com/cgi/showgif.cg...&va=&cid=qsgfile6MXzXQ-u1219621375_3955598763
I don't really know if I'm progressing or regressing at this point. I don't think that it's depression, but it's like I'm wating for conditions to reach some ideal point before I make my move.. some spiritual awakening of some sort..
I have a wide range of interests and things I investigate on my own, but they are things that I feel I can't make a career in, I often read about Zen Buddhism and Koans, Solfeggio Frequencies, Dr. Emoto's studies on Water, Vibrational Therapy and etc..my interest in these things are deep but I'm at the point where I need to *learn* how to make a living for myself, drive, go to college, etc just live but I have next to no interest into any of that. I feel as though that I'm looking for a person to share all these *insights* I'm researching into, THEN I'll be *ready* for *real life* after I find that person could be a friend or more to connect with on these depper levels.
I dunno, many here may find that very weird..maybe this is a trial or a test. I'm not sure what it is. I'd like to have some sort of career that will provide some sort of financial cushion so I can explore my many interests...or maybe this is the wrong idea for what I want to do?
Any takers to sort out this madness?
Natal Chart:
http://www.astro.com/cgi/showgif.cg...&va=&cid=qsgfile6MXzXQ-u1219621375_3955598763
Natal Progressed Chart:
http://www.astro.com/cgi/showgif.cg...&va=&cid=qsgfile6MXzXQ-u1219621375_3955598763