spacecadet
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I'm not sure where to put this post in the medical, relational or transit section so I'll start here. (may copy to medical forum)
I'm hoping that some of you may be able to provide some advice or words of wisdom.
Here is my chart and transits.
- Transiting Pluto is on my descendent - squaring my Natal sun/Pluto conjunction and obviously opposing my ascendant.
- Transiting Uranus is also opposing my Sun/Pluto and squaring my Ascendant.
- Just noticed transiting saturn is also on top of my neptune, opposing moon/Jupiter. I'm not sure exactly what this means for me.
Seven weeks ago I got very very sick, with an inner ear infection which has left me nearly deaf, unable to walk or see straight (though thank god I can move around in the house ok now), I'm weak and disorientated by the blaringly loud machinerey-noise-tinnitus in my head 24 hours a day. I've been housebound the whole time and except for the odd visitor, am alone most of the time.I havent been able to work.
Prior to this I was a pretty healthy, energetic, 38 year old female into lots of things including dancing, spirituality and being active outdoors. I never had any ear problems.
After 2 weeks of me being ill my boyfriend, who I very dearly love, decided I was too much of a handful and left me without really explaining anything and I can't get him to talk to me now. I feel devastated. So betrayed and let down.
The sense of loss I feel is so deeply painful, coupled with the isolation of being so sick and without much support,I really dont know how I am going to cope. It would be okay if I could see this would be something that passes quickly but I can see these transits are going to continue for a LONG time. All of my transits seem to be about loss and i feel really left out in the cold. The world suddenly seems like a very harsh place.
The saturn on my neptune - moon opposition I hadnt really noticed. can anyone shed light on this? I know moon-neptune might be the child who only gets nurtured when they are sick. Also, what does this aspect say about illusion/dellusion? Any insightplease?
Please share any advice on dealing with with these transits. Is the solution in the chart with the problem? Does anyone have any insight to share with me so I can see more than just the betrayal/loss and sudden loss of my life/health and lover! I'm trying to surrender. I've been doing a pretty good job until now but I'm getting tired.
x
I'm hoping that some of you may be able to provide some advice or words of wisdom.
Here is my chart and transits.
- Transiting Pluto is on my descendent - squaring my Natal sun/Pluto conjunction and obviously opposing my ascendant.
- Transiting Uranus is also opposing my Sun/Pluto and squaring my Ascendant.
- Just noticed transiting saturn is also on top of my neptune, opposing moon/Jupiter. I'm not sure exactly what this means for me.
Seven weeks ago I got very very sick, with an inner ear infection which has left me nearly deaf, unable to walk or see straight (though thank god I can move around in the house ok now), I'm weak and disorientated by the blaringly loud machinerey-noise-tinnitus in my head 24 hours a day. I've been housebound the whole time and except for the odd visitor, am alone most of the time.I havent been able to work.
Prior to this I was a pretty healthy, energetic, 38 year old female into lots of things including dancing, spirituality and being active outdoors. I never had any ear problems.
After 2 weeks of me being ill my boyfriend, who I very dearly love, decided I was too much of a handful and left me without really explaining anything and I can't get him to talk to me now. I feel devastated. So betrayed and let down.
The sense of loss I feel is so deeply painful, coupled with the isolation of being so sick and without much support,I really dont know how I am going to cope. It would be okay if I could see this would be something that passes quickly but I can see these transits are going to continue for a LONG time. All of my transits seem to be about loss and i feel really left out in the cold. The world suddenly seems like a very harsh place.
The saturn on my neptune - moon opposition I hadnt really noticed. can anyone shed light on this? I know moon-neptune might be the child who only gets nurtured when they are sick. Also, what does this aspect say about illusion/dellusion? Any insightplease?
Please share any advice on dealing with with these transits. Is the solution in the chart with the problem? Does anyone have any insight to share with me so I can see more than just the betrayal/loss and sudden loss of my life/health and lover! I'm trying to surrender. I've been doing a pretty good job until now but I'm getting tired.
x