astrologynewbie101
New member
Hello, I am new here and this will be my first post on this forum. I'd like you to help me interpret my chart and answer some of my questions, but please keep in mind that my English is not very good, so I'm sorry for any grammatical error you may encounter while reading this post.
So basically my whole life I feel like I've never been able to accomplish anything and I could never finish what I've started. Last year I was about to enroll into college, but out of laziness I gave up in the end and I really regret it. Because of this my father was furious with me. I blew through high school with ease, and that made my parents believe I'll have no problems at college, however that was not the case... My high school was a joke.. and most of my professors were unprofessional and because of that I was easily able to maintain good grades and have fun at the time. So I asked my parents If I could wait another year before going to college but they refused, saying that I should either get a job or go to a private school of my liking. I ended up choosing private school but I'm still struggling with the studies because I'm unable to make myself grab a book and start studying. As soon as I encounter any obstacle I feel like I want to quit and there are days where I just don't feel like getting up from bed. Laziness led me to depression, and I feel like this laziness of mine is the root of every problem. I'm disappointed in myself and I keep disappointing people around me. Now as astrology goes, I got interested in it when I was in second or third year of high school but I really never could interpret my own chart. I want you to tell me what makes me the person I am, why am I so lazy, why am I a quitter and what do those t-squares in my chart mean?
This is the link to my chart: https://imgur.com/a/NQpbByq
Thank you for taking your time to read this post and answer me.
So basically my whole life I feel like I've never been able to accomplish anything and I could never finish what I've started. Last year I was about to enroll into college, but out of laziness I gave up in the end and I really regret it. Because of this my father was furious with me. I blew through high school with ease, and that made my parents believe I'll have no problems at college, however that was not the case... My high school was a joke.. and most of my professors were unprofessional and because of that I was easily able to maintain good grades and have fun at the time. So I asked my parents If I could wait another year before going to college but they refused, saying that I should either get a job or go to a private school of my liking. I ended up choosing private school but I'm still struggling with the studies because I'm unable to make myself grab a book and start studying. As soon as I encounter any obstacle I feel like I want to quit and there are days where I just don't feel like getting up from bed. Laziness led me to depression, and I feel like this laziness of mine is the root of every problem. I'm disappointed in myself and I keep disappointing people around me. Now as astrology goes, I got interested in it when I was in second or third year of high school but I really never could interpret my own chart. I want you to tell me what makes me the person I am, why am I so lazy, why am I a quitter and what do those t-squares in my chart mean?
This is the link to my chart: https://imgur.com/a/NQpbByq
Thank you for taking your time to read this post and answer me.