EvieCottrell
Member
Hey there,
Judging by my last post Im thinking maybe I should ask more specific questions about my birthchart. I want everyone to know that Im not looking for a free reading. sigh. I really do want to learn how to interpret these things for myself thats what my first post was about. Anyway, for a long time Ive had a HUGE creative block. When I was younger (child-teenage years) I used to play guitar, write, draw all those creative things. Now I feel afraid of all those things. my guitars make me nervous. I critcize everything I write. I wont pick up creative writing/drawing assignments at school (or just wont do them) because Im so afraid that they arent any good. I thought my sun sign ruled over my creativity but I feel like maybe there is an aspect blocking it? or maybe Im only creative in the 9th house which is where my Sun falls. Its confusing because Im a pisces and I thought they were supposed to be creative anyway.
The other thing is.. in life outside the net and on the net I always feel like I confuse people and noone really understands me.. I always feel like Im speaking another language. Like a forgotten language. Could that be because I dont seem to have anything in the 3rd house (the house of communication)? and because my mercury (the planet of communication) is moving in retrograde? and since it is in the 9th house with my sun does that mean Im only able to communicate well in the things that 9th house rules over? I hope someone will reply and interact with me because Im dying to learn whats going on and these two things are only the tip of the iceberg for whats really bothering me... sigh.
~Cynthia
Judging by my last post Im thinking maybe I should ask more specific questions about my birthchart. I want everyone to know that Im not looking for a free reading. sigh. I really do want to learn how to interpret these things for myself thats what my first post was about. Anyway, for a long time Ive had a HUGE creative block. When I was younger (child-teenage years) I used to play guitar, write, draw all those creative things. Now I feel afraid of all those things. my guitars make me nervous. I critcize everything I write. I wont pick up creative writing/drawing assignments at school (or just wont do them) because Im so afraid that they arent any good. I thought my sun sign ruled over my creativity but I feel like maybe there is an aspect blocking it? or maybe Im only creative in the 9th house which is where my Sun falls. Its confusing because Im a pisces and I thought they were supposed to be creative anyway.
The other thing is.. in life outside the net and on the net I always feel like I confuse people and noone really understands me.. I always feel like Im speaking another language. Like a forgotten language. Could that be because I dont seem to have anything in the 3rd house (the house of communication)? and because my mercury (the planet of communication) is moving in retrograde? and since it is in the 9th house with my sun does that mean Im only able to communicate well in the things that 9th house rules over? I hope someone will reply and interact with me because Im dying to learn whats going on and these two things are only the tip of the iceberg for whats really bothering me... sigh.
~Cynthia