GeminiReese
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Before getting into astrology, as a child, I was always under the impression that I would grow, be a doctor, live in another country helping others, and do missionary work. As a teenager, I thought to try to be a fashion designer, and have international businesses. Now at 23, I feel as though I am going through a spiritual awakening, and it's almost as if God is leading me to work alone and help people. Naturally, with this mental shift, I feel like all the education and schooling was for nothing as I truly thought I knew what I wanted to do with my life. I feel like I have wasted energy trying for something that as I look at my chart, isn't meant to be and that I'm destined to be a nun, or a counselor.
Coincidentally, I am a number 9 life path and thought that made me assertive, or business minded so I invested a lot of money trying to get my business off the ground. However, I'm looking at placements like my north node in Aquarius or sun in 9th/10th house and thinking that business might not be for me. Seems like a lot of spiritual and downright paranormal things are happening and it's leading me AWAY from my original plan.
I don't know what to do with myself anymore, and it's making every day difficult because it makes me so sad knowing that I don't know who I am yet...especially when my husband, younger brothers, step-dad, and mom have sun in 1st and they don't get it when I tell them I do know who I am or what to do. Can anybody shed some insight on to what my natal chart indicates?
Thank you
Coincidentally, I am a number 9 life path and thought that made me assertive, or business minded so I invested a lot of money trying to get my business off the ground. However, I'm looking at placements like my north node in Aquarius or sun in 9th/10th house and thinking that business might not be for me. Seems like a lot of spiritual and downright paranormal things are happening and it's leading me AWAY from my original plan.
I don't know what to do with myself anymore, and it's making every day difficult because it makes me so sad knowing that I don't know who I am yet...especially when my husband, younger brothers, step-dad, and mom have sun in 1st and they don't get it when I tell them I do know who I am or what to do. Can anybody shed some insight on to what my natal chart indicates?
Thank you