appreciate the so prompt ack,
will be interesting
if could care to share pointwise salient ground feedbacks,
how true-untrue-insightful-helpful,
traits-talents-health-events-trends-prospects-ideas etc etc
wishing well, kshantaram,
Hello, I will try my best to respond to what you wrote, there is also a link to my profile from a Jordan Peterson test my friend also made me take (same friend)
https://www.dropbox.com/s/9lbmq8cdy1w5ckz/The%20Big%20Five%20Aspects%20Scale.pdf?dl=0
I am a practicing Zen person, have been for many years so I am not really into astrology 'per se' but a friend asked me to do a reading so I did. In saying that, I can articulate through some points of how i am
I meditate
have mystical experiences, actual spontaneous death and 'witness' the void
shift into a DMT state previously this year,
experience timelessness (from time to time) haha
always lacking money and in debt
do not like working or authority
empath
massive sense of justice expressed with a sharp tongue right to the heart
rebellion
intravert
do not like small talk at all
to me, most people lack even the most basic degree of intelligence
don't watch TV
Love is not reciprocated correctly as 99.9% of people do not knwo what love is
Don't crave affection, I have meditation and I love that
I tried Tinder in bangkok for fun, lets just say my being isnt meant for that app, or those people
I make music and would rather be blind than deaf
I feel the world and understand suffering
I don't talk to 2 family members anymore but still in contact with mother and father and brother and sister, yet I am not close with any as I am the youngest and they cannot recognise me as who I am even though i'm almost 35
I've always been interested in the Eastern kung fu, mind over matter, philosophy stuff and (slight) occult yet i steer away from divination
have astral projected (super lucid dream?) Communicated with some (spirit/Buddha/ Entity)
kicked out of home at 16 due to rebellion and single mother after divorce at 9yrs old
My IQ is mensa level and I am misunderstood by most people , for lack of their understanding of the interconnectedness of all things as that is how I communicate
I play guitar, piano, wish I played cello, listen to classival music, like all forms of musical expression if it is genuine and heartfelt
zero ambition do to anything in life other than to disappear into nothingness willingly through meditation
Nothing to live for (not sad, just factually)
have taken many psychedelics, mushrooms, lsd and DMT, never any other drug
smoker because no reason
not a drinker, dislike the headspace
Have two students/disciples, both have had non dual awakening through my teaching, no longer teaching anyone
Always a leader in the situation
Zero attachment to family or friends, have left the country to live abroad in solitude now for the second time and three times within my own country
I can read motivations and agendas in people just by hearing their words or seeing their eyes or posture, I know who they are and their full potential
can see contrast of 'light' and 'dark' in others with clarity
No issue with chest or medical issues at all, healthy 110% as of October 2018 test
finances are running out, as for many people but i always seem to live on the edge and right when the world is about to consume me, some angel or something just lifts me up to have a few more months of breath before i submerge again into financial worry haha its an interesting cycle
I plan to never work again, If i run out of money I will just become a monk or walk into the jungle and let it do it's thing with me
zero fear of death as i've already died
writing my third book about my life (communication) can sway opinion in a large group, also confrontation but told I could sell anything or win any debate
never under emotional stress, I used to be angry with how the world is but I am at peace and always harmonious with everyone now
Never want to be in a relationship or marry or have children
always opposed by many in the workplace, always resented in any large corporate group but loved by few
I didn't know how to answer correctly so instead I just provided some information which may be useful for you to cross check your reading as you see fit. I'm sorry if for the long reply but wasn't sure exactly what you required. Just giving what I can back
Thank you
Original reading:
sat-venus scorpio asc, research-occult-forensic investigative aptitudes, metal paintings, etc,
craving for affections but difficult to manifest; mutual health issues in a relationship;
observe fast sat evenings taking milk-fruits or as per custom;
past one year jup transit sat-venus scorpio for research-occult-forensic aptitudes
and promoting relationship-arts probably;
sun-jup-ketu separative SNode sag 2nd, detachment from family-finances,
philosophical, hyper-ambitious and impulsive, keen sense of law-justice;
impressive sharp speech, advisory aptitudes; military advisor;
jup lord 5th for luck-edu-position;
jup now year ahead transit natal sun-jup own sag 2nd good for family-finances;
prayers to Christ, offer red flowers at the alter at home, thurs mornings;
sun-jup and rahu NNode opp, rise-fall, pray for welfare of ancestors,
observe fast No-moon evenings, observe death anniversaries religiously;
rahu gemini 8th, clever, toxic chest-lung-urological issues;
past 2.5yrs sat transit sun-jup sag 2nd, 12th from moon,
health-finances under stress,
while scope for earnings in distant lands;
moon-mer cap 3rd, poetic, singing, communication aptitudes,
mars elevated aspect cap 3rd promoting method and discipline, prowess;
sat too aspect own cap 3rd, but not good for health of siblings;
moon aspect own cancer 9th, protective of luck-edu;
cancer 9th inimical-malefic for scorpio asc,
stress-delays in luck-edu-travels;
sat now transit moon-mer cap 3rd, good for initiative-progress,
but under emotional stress;
asc lord mars 12th libra tending to foreign lands; martial aptitudes,
mars aspect own aries 6th, supportive of employment;
while not good for the opponents/competitors;
hope find the information relevant, sharing your story,
do share pointwise salient feedbacks how true-insightful,
traits-talents-health-events-prospects-remedies etc etc
wishing luck, though under stress delays,
hope jup-sat transits help, while ketu transit acq 4th
tending to detachment from mother-motherland-property;