What!!!!!!! We are practically twins!!!! At least for the planets lol.
I know, right?!
I noticed we both have north node pisces but your house is my south!
How is that like for you?
Yesterday I was listening to north node in 5th house which is like north node in Leo and it said someone that has their node in the 11th house has mastered expressing themselves/having fun and letting go. Is that true for you?? You also have your sun there….Do you feel like you want to lead a group of people?
Actually, I don't like leadership that much. I just seem to find people looking to me for leadership. Also, I always seem to find myself surrounded by people who are incredibly self-absorbed and who think they can just do whatever they want (particularly if they're given a little power). So I pretty much end up having to try and lead or rally people in order to bring about a good outcome. Otherwise, the thing in question slowly falls apart because of self-absorption, apathy, and greed.
Basically, I'm very idealistic and I seem to make a lot of friends in high places, despite feeling out of place among them.
Also maybe this is TMI but I find having Venus in Taurus and Mars in Capricorn to be torturous at times because my libido is out of control :x am I alone here in that? hehe.
I don't have that problem, but I definitely have other issues. Your Venus is well-placed in the 7th house of relationships. Venus is in its own sign, and in the 7th house... that's a really strong combination. It's probably also very close to Alcyone, a fixed star that I've heard has a lot of Venus energy on its own. Not to mention having a Mars-ruled Ascendant and Sun.
I, on the other hand, have Saturn in the 7th house and Venus in the 12th. That tones things down a little.
And oh man you are an 8th house person too. Have you ever had any psychic phenomena with Neptune in the 8th? I always imagine that would be a whopper. I have Chiron there which BLOWWWS.
How is it to have it in the 1st house? I would assume that it comes out or shows in a way? I feel like no one believes me or is surprised/confused when I am in pain, maybe because my Chiron and Moon are in hidden houses + Scorpio Ascendant?
I seem to have a natural aptitude for picking up on things that others don't. In fact, I often feel like it takes a lot of willpower for me to influence anything in the physical world, or to get anyone's attention. People seem to naturally ignore me. If I speak, most people tend to react as if I appeared out of nowhere.
I feel like I have strong aptitudes with engineering, computers, astrology, and many theoretical subjects... but I feel strangely cut-off from reality and unable to focus on it. Most astrologers, for instance, report that reading a chart is draining for them. That it takes a certain amount of focus and energy. For me, it's just like reading a book... but dealing with REAL LIFE or any kind of practical problem is as draining for me as trying to channel psychic energy would be for most people. Same thing goes for most techs and solving programming or technical problems. My mind is just attuned in such a way that the complex and simple are reversed for me.
It's almost like I have one foot in another dimension, and have almost as much trouble influencing the real world as a spirit or ghost. It's really strange.
My boyfriend is a Gemini rising too. I love that quality. So chatty and interesting.
I have the same feeling with my Sun square Neptune. Was your dad an alcoholic/unreliable? Mine was SUPER Neptunian….Alcoholic sailor who loved to be an extra in the movies :O Maybe he and your mom were kind of controlling with Saturn squaring both as well?
He wasn't an alcoholic, but he did leave my Mom for another woman when I was 3 (probably because she was from a wealthy family). He really didn't interact with me much, but he would always come over and try to put on a show, give me lots of expensive gifts, and then leave. Then, when I was 13, he forced me to come live with him because he found out I was being homeschooled. He somehow got me declared incompetent to appear in court, and then threatened to sue my Mom into the street if I didn't talk her out of fighting him. I had to agree to living with him until I was 18 in order to protect my Mom, and he put her thousands of dollars in debt. It's a long story.
Lately the aspects [that are in both our charts…yeah this is a little bit eerie!] that I am most interested in is the Jupiter trine Saturn, Uranus, and Neptune.
Those aspects? Well, it would mostly mean that good luck and growth can come from dealing with Saturn, Uranus, and Neptune issues. Jupiter and those other planets have an easy or friendly relationship rather than a contentious one. I see it as a sort of guarantee that whatever life throws at you, you'll learn something from it or find meaning it. Perhaps that's true for everyone, but I think it's especially true for us.
OH and what I meant by Week of the Child [I think maybe Gary Goldschneider coined it] is the week of Aries we are born in. Have you ever looked up Secret Language of Birthdays? It's online for free you can look yourself up and look up relationships too. Super interesting and VERY in depth. I think there is an app for it on the apple store too. But people born during the week of the child usually have some pretty tough childhoods and their main goal is to transcend their family of origin….I love my mom and dad [r.i.p.] but I want my life to be NOTHING like theirs, AT ALL.
Oh, I hadn't heard of that, but I'll be sure to look it up.
Also I was reading something the other day saying the 10th and the 4th house describe mom and dad. Leo definitely describes my dad….I think he was a Leo Rising and he loved to be the center of attention. I have mostly pisces in my 4th house and that really makes me think of my mom-Pisces moon+
she was always a big victim in their relationship and it REALLY bothered me growing up and made me act very aggressive towards people that I thought were after me. But I've mellowed out now I promise! hehe
anyways thank you again for the reply and for looking at my post
I didn't have that problem with my Mom, but I did have a similar issue with my Grandma.
I definitely had problems with paranoia/aggression growing up. That was what my Dad used to have me declared insane/incompetent. Since I never want to be controlled by someone accusing me of insanity again, I'm now incredibly guarded and private in general. I just don't let myself show too much anger, or even put myself in situations that might bring out anger.
