I never kissed on the mouth. But it's because I do not want, I think,
... I had a lot of suitors, actually many in three years now, this thing start in the middle of my adolescence. None wanted to date me, it was just ... nothing serious, lol, so I did not.
I could not stay with any of them,in many romantics opportunities, I could not flirt, or anything,
I get very rigid, even if I like someone, I can not prove,express, it is some blockage.
In this period there was a dude I loved, but he disappointed me, I really liked him, but he seemed unstable, and I so insecure and blocked ... fail. I suffered enough.
Since last year I made some friends and I'm going to have fun with them, I see them dating ... I admit that I feel a kind of lack. LOL
In my childhood I was well educated in this area
so I took it to my adolescence at the beginning of adolescence to the middle, I was banned from dating for religious reasons, but I think I took it too far.
I just want a loving relationship if this is serious, lasting and true, I am a romantic old-fashioned, lol
I do not have religion now.
And I think I'm incapable of flirting.
The picture I'm getting from this is that you
are blocked, subconsciously, and you're blocking yourself. The religious teaching you got is probably a factor. Were you taught that sex, or even kissing, is wrong, at least until marriage? If you were taught something like that, it tends to stick with you deep down, even if you no longer believe in that religion.
Your birth chart doesn't highlight the seventh or eighth house. That suggests that your key life issues do not include partnership or deep intimacy. Not that those issues will never come up for you, but they're subplots to the story of your life overall, not the big one.
However, you do have Saturn in the fifth. Saturn sometimes contributes to emotional blockages, and the fifth house is about joy, and lovers, and friends, and forming connections with people you genuinely like. You could be manifesting that particular expression of Saturn, which would make you feel cut off and blocked from love.
There's also a healthier expression of Saturn: it can give you solid boundaries and stability and commitment. With Saturn in the fifth, you have great potential to be committed to things you enjoy doing and to people whose company you enjoy. You also have an instinct to respect others' boundaries, and a strong need for your own boundaries to be respected.
That, in fact, might be another factor in your feeling blocked. Perhaps the people around you are going too far too fast for your comfort. If, say, someone wants to kiss you before you feel fully ready, let alone go farther, that Saturn boundary instinct will kick in and make you shut down completely, to where you can't even open up when it would be appropriate.
when romantic opportunities manifest...this this transit chart,if you need
The transit chart you posted is from two years ago. If you want to know anything about what's up for you now, you'll need to post one with current transits.