Hating part of your chart seems really unproductive. When I first learned about my rising sign, it felt like I had found a really comfortable pair of shoes-- even if other people might not care for the style.
Cancer is a cardinal water sign. Cardinality gives you a certain amount of initiative. Water gives you an emotional, feeling nature. There is nothing wrong with that, and nothing necessarily weak about it. Your moon (ruler of Cancer) in Scorpio squares your sun and ascendant, which further promotes a sense of initiative. This would be further amplified by your first house sun in Leo.
Every rising sign has advantages and potential pitfalls. With Cancer rising and with challenging aspects to your moon, you may be on the moody side. When Cancer feels hurt or challenged, it tends to retreat inside its tough shell, snapping its claws occasionally. Here it can get seconded by Leo. If the lion's pride is wounded, it is liable to retreat to its den.
Because your first house indicates your presentation to the outer world, your friends may find you outgoing and fun-loving one moment, but defensive or introverted the next. Oh, well, astrology tells us that nobody is totally consistent.
People with Cancer rising have Saturn-ruled Capricorn on the DC. Sometimes this means finding True Love later in life; or finding it with an older person. Partly this happens when Cancer rising spends too much time inside its shell, or a Scorpio moon gets brooding or resentful. With Uranus-Neptune on your DC, you may feel like relationships start and end suddenly for no apparent reason; and then you are apt to blame yourself. But that's OK. You are who you are. True love never runs smooth!
Your planets are in orb. Wide, but in orb.