We just started dating 20 days ago but we have history, mostly friends. We are very close and intimate already. Neither one of us want a constricting run of the norm relationship, however I think he is appeasing my already strong feelings, not deceptively but something is being left unsaid.
My 7th house dispositor
is in mutual reception
has always been a challenge for me, being deception and failed relationships, I had a lot of work to do in order to have healthy relationships, it has been a journey; albeit I have not had any good or close partnerships.
The composite stellium
14* is
my :midpoint: 15* and his :midpoint: at 17* .
My asc ruling is
dsc ruling
His asc ruling
dsc ruling
His
is
my asc. My
his asc but with 8*,
a strong connection but with the
in 7th? I only know a little w/ nodes.
Both of us are ruled by the night.
My moon is exalted in
dispositor
falls in
dispositor
is essentially dignified in all sections Rule/Trip/Temp/Face.
His
falls in
in
is ruled by
but we look to
cause it's nocturnal rite. Well
that is good with the starting fall.
Wow another connect with the
.
His
/ my
my
his
=He is sun and I'm moon this helps feminine/masculine energy to be at ease more readily.
The sun/father the moon/mother show relationships with parents. Well with his
With our complex
aspect could this nullify and reverse his
which is a tough one.. he has been warning me of caretaking in relationships/co-dependant and for me not to..I think he is a little oversensitive to constructive criticism when communicating.
This is interesting not sure how to interpret this I've never seen it It's one thing to a conjunction to aspect twice to a planet but for his opposition
to be in opposition and conjunction to my
. It would be a trip if my sun was a later decanates.
His
,T
/12th just past his
and now
is in opposition to my natal
.
=Repressed emotions/feelings of inadequacies/loneliness.
My ruling planet
with dispositor
his
exact and
within 5* which is a little far but still apparent.. His
dispositor is
his ruling planet is
in detriment/1st house. My ruling dsc
is in 6th house.
Composite 6th
:conjuncts: my
8th(transiting
entering 8th( leaving 7th whew..) My
is in 6th His
is on Dsc. cusp with ruler of cusp in 6th and ruler of
over 6th cusp. We are both humanitarians and service is our goal. We share value
His
11th
my
stellium. I may be deceived or deceive myself that it is something more than a "hot intimate friendship". While discussing our positions he told me this, and not for first time either, "I really think we are both in transition at this point and can help each other feel like we deserve a friend and love from the world too! I am not sure I am wanting a marriage or anything but it sure is nice to have a friend to share with. is that too vague?" I asked if I need to read between the lines and end it because I told him my interest is serious. He said I was reading into the "friend" label to much and he implied I was seeking more securing words...I don't agree. I wouldn't have brought any of this up yet so early. But he is, now that I think about it all seemed a little manipulative by both parties. I was insecure because I was inferring he lacked interest with this whole premise meanwhile he was overreacting a little with his boundaries, I wasn't crossing them. Am I paranoid to think he is dropping hints and setting his path a head of time ? Otherwise, we communicate wonderfully, but rahu mentioned,
"The moon is square Neptune which always needs caution. This shows the emotional connections are complicated and obscure, there are uncertainties and veils. It is very easy to misread and deceive oneself in such relationships"
So there it is? But is there more revealed in Synastry?
Oh yea the composite hits more on my chart than his. wow right.
We both struggle with our career goals in the empirical sense however we excel on our personal endeavors and studies. I think this powerful 10th house
with the
stellium of
and
is fortuitous with profound profit for both of us. I want to write and he is an artist.
:Composite pluto:
my asc exact, tells me this encounter will change me and my ability to relate.
There is a lot going on, I could easily miss what's right in front of me dang
I have never had or seen Synastry like this I can keep going...but I'll stop..whew