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[Gemini888]

Originally Posted by GemwDepth

Munch munch munch! 🍪🍩🍰

@G888, almost all serial killers had mars-pluto aspects.I mean its only logical you know. You need a warped lack of empathy. Then you need to take Aggressive pluto-driven action! Yes that's meant to poke you.

In this kind of situation I can't thank my 12H Saturn enough

[conspiracy theorist]

One thing I started doing within the last year (2018) is set fires when I'm extremely angry. It actually helps me.

[Gemini888]

Originally Posted by Chrysalis

In what signs are these mars/pluto aspects, i doubt libra would be one, as mines in libra and im no killer, im as soft as ..

Me thinking aries, def scorpio, aquarius, cancer ?

Unevolved Libra is manipulative. Think about it, how else can you draw so many people to your side? Libra is also passive-aggressive. It won't go out to pick a fight like Aries or other more straightforward signs. Instead, it may manipulate it way to get other people do the dirty work for it. So if you have a bad enough Libra Mars, the serial killer will even be harder to detect than Gemini. Hell, that serial killer can even hire a Gemini to do the job for them.


But luckily enough, Libra doesn't have an obsession with seeing people die like Scorpio or Gemini's other twin. It would very much rather to enjoy an extragavant life. The bad side only emmerges when Libra needs some sacrifice for it own need for pleasure.

[Gemini888]

Originally Posted by conspiracy theorist

One thing I started doing within the last year (2018) is set fires when I'm extremely angry. It actually helps me.

May I ask what you burned?

[conspiracy theorist]

The regular stuff. It helps to keep the destruction at a minimum.

[Starsareround]

I like to paint rainbows and moonbeams when I’m angry. To each his own!

[Gemini888]

I like to waste my time wandering around the internet aimlessly when I'm Keep myself from destroying something.


Must be Uranus inconjunct Mars.

[conspiracy theorist]

That wouldn't help me. If I tried that I'll probably just seethe even more.

[conspiracy theorist]

Could be a natal difference. I started doing it when at one point I was so affronted that I was planning on committing arson. I thought about fire for hours, feeling waves of rage and trying to restrain myself from doing something that would probably effect much people than was warranted. So I just burned some little things and it helped to ease me somewhat. So now I do it semi regularly.

[Starsareround]

I actually used to start fires when I was an angry teen.

[conspiracy theorist]

I'd say I have the angst of an angry teen, for sure.

[Gemini888]

OK, so let's get a bit morbid here. So seems like CT's idea of destruction is fire. The reason why wasting my time works for me is because my idea of destruction is death, both through murder and suicide. I have always had a paranoia of killing someone when I hold a knife. I could get into a state of freezing in one place with a knife in my hand because I'm so afraid I would stab someone with it. I can also get into a morbid state when I fantasize killing myself to take revenge on people close to me when I'm pissed at them. So, wasting my time is a good way to get my Mars/Pluto to calm down. My chart ruler is Mars so I have to be extra carefull when I'm angry.


If you take a look at my blog (yeah, although there are currently only two reviews but oh well ) you can see I also talk about death, self-destruction and dysfunctional relationship there. Sometimes the things you watch really tell something about who you are.

[Starsareround]

I’m lucky (Jupiter!) that my dumb *** didn’t do anything too destructive.

[Witchyone]

Oh cool! Is everyone raging? Let's rage!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wmin5WkOuPw

[Gemini888]

Originally Posted by Starsareround

I’m lucky (Jupiter!) that my dumb *** didn’t do anything too destructive.

The death ideation can be my Saturn's doing as well. Fortunately I also have Jupiter in Sag in 8H so it acts as a cushion or something

[Starsareround]

Witchy!!!

.... smash it!

[conspiracy theorist]

lol my idea of destruction is fire... how quaint.

The difference between you and I, 888, is that I don't advertise what goes on in the deep dark down in my depths.

[Gemini888]

Mars conj Uranus is creeping onto us For me the conjunction loosely conjunct my Asc, so yeah, I get a bit too morbid.

[Witchyone]

Originally Posted by Starsareround

Witchy!!!

.... smash it!

I am currently dancing like the guy in the video.

[Gemini888]

Originally Posted by conspiracy theorist

The difference between you and I, 888, is that I don't advertise what goes on in the deep dark down in my depths.

Gemini just loves talking.


And I apologize if I come off as too much. I just need to get things off my chest, occasionally.

[conspiracy theorist]

888, you don't come off as too much at all. We just different ways of expressing our "darkness". Nothing wrong with that. I reserve sharing my junk with people I want to let in. I have no qualms with how someone wants to express themselves. Nothing stated has gotten even a little close to my threshold.

[Gemini888]

On the flip side, Mars/Uranus can mean a need to act on something innovative or humanitarian. So, how about stopping dwelling on our issue and sharing about something uplifting you saw/did recently?

[Witchyone]

I got so caught up in firestarting, I almost literally started a cooking fire on my stove.

[Starsareround]

Originally Posted by Witchyone

I got so caught up in firestarting, I almost literally started a cooking fire on my stove.

Lol wow!! I agree there is fiery energy around tonight! Feels electric.

[conspiracy theorist]

I remember I actually did cut someone with a knife out of curiosity in my teens. I tried to hide my amusement when the guy said "Ah, you cut me!"

So you're in good company 888.