My moon and venus are closely conjunct the galactic center by like less than a degree (and uranus) and I always felt 'stuck' here causing a lot of depression. Even while I was a child and agnostic (which I was most of my life). Interesting nonetheless.
You may try activation videos and pictures prepared by lots of people who think themselves as starseeded. This website helped me: http://www.bluerayhealing.com. Once a starchild is activated it is really abounding energy and independance. You won't be bounded and be really joyful. You may also try googling 12 chakra system.
The astrologer in this website specializes in starseeds, karmic connections and psychic powers. If you like, ask for a short interpretation, and may also buy full ones. He is really attentive: http://www.tamsoft.co.in/readings.html
Also in Ataana's youtube channel, there are lots of distant healing videos which will help you through depression and lots of other things: http://www.youtube.com/user/ataanaloa?feature=results_main. I also recommend Lourdes's channel for manifestation and relations: http://www.youtube.com/user/RestRelaxationReiki?feature=watch
Taking care of yourself and maintaining health is the first thing you owe yourself before anything. Get acquainted with crystals, they will help you in recognizing energy. Also havig rose quartz, rodochrozite and watermelon tourmaline, and obsidian and black tourmaline (in the sequence) will help you with highering your moods. You may even start by looking at ther pictures. Also Aquamarine works well with communication issues and expressing yourself better, and blue kyanite will keep your energy levels high so you won't be bothered so much by what's not relevant.
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