moonkat235
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Yes, your dad is supportive. Of course, he is in a bit of a difficult position if your mother and brother are not supportive, but, from your chart, your Sun (father) is benevolent towards you and your well-wisher. I would encourage you to be gentle with him and to keep the contact with him alive. Your chart shows that he really wants to support you.That Mars-Uranus tight aspect is quite the culprit given the fact that your Merc. too is afflicted by Mars and it rules your 3rd house also. Then your Moon too is afflicted by Saturn, so the whole picture sorts of explains it well.
I will say though that, on the whole, your family is supportive. Seems more your dad/ male authoritative fig.
Thank you for the reply!
My schizophrenic symptoms manifested as auditory hallucinations, where I would hear people talking about me, and a delusion, where I thought my marketing class group was conspiring to get my kicked out of school, arrested, and imprisoned. There were three distinct consistent voices and many miscellaneous others. The first consistent voice was very hypercritical of me. The second was always trying to calm down the first and then there was a whiny little girl.
I can see how my childhood sufferings play into these voices/manifestations of my illness. It's interesting you mention hypercriticism and physical abuse, as they were present in my childhood, but it was actually my brother, more so than my parents.
I'm curious, what specific placements or aspects do you find most indicative of resilience? I do find myself quite lucky and resilient in general, especially concerning finances. I spend a lot, but money tends to fall into my lap through inheritances, tax returns, and random places.