angeldust
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actually my basic question is why i feel that i should still pursue this person and this relationship...i have done it for almost 6 months now and its frightening how much energy i m investing in this.ii cant imagine even meeting some other guy...i think this relationship triggers some unconscious behaviour patterns in both of us.....
when i look at synastry i see lot of chiron ,north node saturn and pluto aspects that might make me feel this way.also vertex is involved.there is sun conjuct saturn both ways .neptune square and opposition venus both ways ...lot of illussions.BUT YET i feel his is the one.....
the other person insists on the fact that he doesnt feel anything for me and that def our encounter is not predestined for him or meaningful in any way...he doesnt even talk to me anymore either, which makes me miserable and dissapointed but at the same time confused since i can not explain my own irrational behaviour and why i would even wanna pursue someone who treats me that way.....
I m trying to be as objective as i can but analysing our charts i come to more and more conclusions and aspects that i can interpret as favourable..
Please tell me if i should wait for a better time or if i will be able to just simply move on ...Is he really not the one?
so this is a synastry chart and i ll paste some of the aspects
i m wondering if there s anyother way for me to see whether this is worth pursuing or not, other than looking at composite and synastry site??
I obviously need to let go and let be but i just want answer to my own irrational behaviour.since really its not like i act like i this all the time.If theres really a lesson here will i be at peace without figurin out what i learned.I m startin to believe that what i need to learn from this is to actually let go even when we dont want to ......unfortunatelly my transit saturn just entered 8th and plutos tranist 11th so its terrible time for me to let go when during my saturn transiting my 7th house i already experience lot of separations from familiar places,people....
i forgot to mention that in the synastry my chart is the one on the inside with the sun.mars and mercury in 3d and hes on the outside
Edited to remove all the synastry aspects, to save space and since this is the horary forum.
when i look at synastry i see lot of chiron ,north node saturn and pluto aspects that might make me feel this way.also vertex is involved.there is sun conjuct saturn both ways .neptune square and opposition venus both ways ...lot of illussions.BUT YET i feel his is the one.....
the other person insists on the fact that he doesnt feel anything for me and that def our encounter is not predestined for him or meaningful in any way...he doesnt even talk to me anymore either, which makes me miserable and dissapointed but at the same time confused since i can not explain my own irrational behaviour and why i would even wanna pursue someone who treats me that way.....
I m trying to be as objective as i can but analysing our charts i come to more and more conclusions and aspects that i can interpret as favourable..
Please tell me if i should wait for a better time or if i will be able to just simply move on ...Is he really not the one?
so this is a synastry chart and i ll paste some of the aspects
i m wondering if there s anyother way for me to see whether this is worth pursuing or not, other than looking at composite and synastry site??
I obviously need to let go and let be but i just want answer to my own irrational behaviour.since really its not like i act like i this all the time.If theres really a lesson here will i be at peace without figurin out what i learned.I m startin to believe that what i need to learn from this is to actually let go even when we dont want to ......unfortunatelly my transit saturn just entered 8th and plutos tranist 11th so its terrible time for me to let go when during my saturn transiting my 7th house i already experience lot of separations from familiar places,people....
i forgot to mention that in the synastry my chart is the one on the inside with the sun.mars and mercury in 3d and hes on the outside
Edited to remove all the synastry aspects, to save space and since this is the horary forum.
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