As seen in the chart, I am fire and mutable dominant. I was once part of a student nonprofit organization that does charity work for the community. I felt really tense and uncomfortable, and also inferior to many people there, who I felt were much more accomplished and well-educated than I am. So I left the group. I just felt like I couldn't be who I am.
But I have the chance to join the group again, and I am slightly considering it, because I think I still have things to learn from them (because they are more intelligent/accomplished than I am). At the same time, though, I don't want to go back because I wouldn't feel comfortable.
What really strikes me is that, of the current nine members of the group, five people are Capricorn Suns, one is Scorpio Sun, one is Pisces Sun, one is Sagittarius Sun, and one is Aries Sun. Even those Sag and Aries people were dominant in earth or water. So there was a reason why I felt tense and uncomfortable within the group.
Would you recommend I still return to that group?
But I have the chance to join the group again, and I am slightly considering it, because I think I still have things to learn from them (because they are more intelligent/accomplished than I am). At the same time, though, I don't want to go back because I wouldn't feel comfortable.
What really strikes me is that, of the current nine members of the group, five people are Capricorn Suns, one is Scorpio Sun, one is Pisces Sun, one is Sagittarius Sun, and one is Aries Sun. Even those Sag and Aries people were dominant in earth or water. So there was a reason why I felt tense and uncomfortable within the group.
Would you recommend I still return to that group?