thanx Caro for starting this topic. You probably know about the other events in the sky the same time
This is an interesting subject. The eclipse falls in my empty second and 8 th houses. Second ruler is saturn, in transit involed in the figure (opp uranus). Pluto is transiting my second and opp my progr sun. YES; it is four degrees cancer
Pluto rules my tenth too. My job situation is rather OK, good job but I´m quite bored. I have scorpio rising too. What shall we do? I have no idea how this eclipse (and the cross) is affecting my life. Only I know things have been cooking for some time now and sure I feel the calm before the storm.... My progr sun is in progr fourth house cancer. I´m about to move only I feel the move is weird unreal. Jupiter was transiting my IC earlier when i bought the house. Then things got messed up and I could not move.
I guess for me it´s mostly a home-fourth-cancer aswell as a second-eight (thus also pluto/scorpio) and second-saturn issue. The tenth is involved yes, I would like to just get rid of this job. Cause my new home is too far from the job, so here we go with the second house- money. There are no jobs where the house is. Like an equation I have to solve where there is an unknown x-factor.
About 1992 and 2002. Hmm, June. Nothing dramatic -92 summer I was still a rookie. Summer of 2002 was when I was escaping a bad relationship. Lots of stress but not yet the breakdown so I kind of showed a happy face and did not want to be in touch with was really going on. In a way both summers were some kind of "last summers" -92 was my last summer of being "innocent" with the troubles of adulthood still unknown, no responsibilities. And same goes for ´02 in the winter next year I had to deal with the big problems in my then relationship. Divorce was not until some years later. After the summer of 2002 I was never really happy again. So better to pretend to be happy when later not even that was possible.
In summer 1992 my careless youth really ended. I became a more responsible person and began hard studies. I´m still a responsible person in many ways, but I probably need to be so even more and now is the time. The relationship that ended was somewhat reckless (esp in finances, second house issue) but also in social matters. We hanged around with ppl with a lifestyle that we could not afford. They were friends from earlier days and we did not realise the difference until too late. We both became financially responsible but on our own. We learned the lesson and started to see other things in life. In 2002 hanging with the jetsetters was already a lie, as well as pretending to my family. I definitely see the second house and saturn matter here. I lost huge amounts of money by doing stupid things and not saving a penny. The relationship with my CAPPY brother never has been the same after a family fight in august 2002. I showed the real me for the first time and had to do it in a harsh way, cause nobody had ever seen me in my family before.
As my youth and the affluent life never came back into my life I wonder what I will have to leave now? The link you posted the same theme may be emerging now. The only thing I´m slowly, cautiously ready to get rid of is my loneliness