Thank you Katydid
appreciate your insights
I guess blending home/career might be a solution...I don't know yet how it will turn out. I love art and I used to want to be an artist/filmmaker but I gave that up and went into higher education instead. I hope I can come back to that in a few years...(p.s do you see any sign of a career there?)
I'm so excited to hear Jupiter is significant in my chart but it's also daunting. Jupiter in Virgo is a mess- it makes all the small details larger and asks for spirituality to be a practical thing. I have always been a very good teacher - teaching kids and adults, don't want it as a career though. The Jupiter in the 12th house is still a mystery to me...I do think it makes me attracted to places and people in mental distress. I also love to volunteer with old or mentally challenged people.
How do you see my North Node being in a powerful place? I somehow missed that.
lol its amazing this aspect has been on my mind all week! how did you see it in your daughter on an emotional level? I guess if she's a Gemini it allows this T-Square to be less fixed and a little more easy- I hope. Btw where is her Moon placed?
I might be wrong but Satun in the 5th and in this aspect makes self-expression and being creative very hard. Its like having an inner voice that keeps telling you its not good enough and you should take it slow instead of just letting spontaneous creativity run wild.
Its interesting she had such black/white relationships with teachers. I had a similar experience but I wasn't much of a rebel. I was either the messed up student or the teachers pet.
What do you think about this description of the t-Square?
"The Square— the planet that squares the opposition planets— indicates that the relationship struggles are due to frustrations, blockages, habitual insecurities and defensive responses originating within the individual. The opposition represents the external conflict while the squares represent the internal root conflict. That is to say, there is some “hang-up” within the individual that is causing the relationship conflict or opposition. The T-square is a most dynamic configuration that pushes you to overcome the limiting factors and achieve success."
and
"This is a highly ambitious configuration, although self-doubt and fear connected to security can become definite stumbling blocks. There is a strong sense of personal frustration and limitation. The lack of trust or faith indicated by Saturn can inhibit personal relationships, especially if the Sun, Moon or Venus are involved. The individual must learn to relax, to trust and not worry about being hurt or rejected."
I do wonder how to find a resolution for this T-Square. Maybe Jupiter is of help and finding my path through the North Node?
What helped your daughter?