Hi,
I need my natal chart to be read. I'm unable to upload my chart so I'm sharing the details:
Gender Female
Date of birth 7th March 1988
Time of birth 9.36 am
Place of birth Indore, MP, India
I've been facing turbulent times from quite sometime. There seems to be no respite. I've been told that I carry heavy karmic debt that's the reason this is happening to me. I just want to pay off my karma soon and be liberated from the cycle of karma. Someone who reads akashic records told me that I may not have enough time in this lifetime to do so.
I'd want you guys to be honest with me, if my lifespan is short, please tell me so that I can do more good deeds, infact as many good deeds that I can.
Some charts are more supportive of needed and wanted changes or goals than others. However, it is seldom that I see a chart that is not at all supportive. Your chart seems quite supportive to me. Let me explain.
Your South Node past life shows you very identified with being a perfectionist. You were under pressure to get it "right". You had high standards. You could have been a doctor, for instance - it's that kind of thing - there's pressure to do it well and do it right because someone's life depends upon it. You are supposed to let go of some of that pressure this time around. That's the North Node in Pisces, 11th. Pisces is a letting go place - and the 11th is a place to delegate, let others take some responsibility - to not carry all the weight on your own shoulders. This is the life purpose - or part of it, anyway.
Pluto also has a voice in life purposel. In Scorpio on the 7th house cusp - it is saying you need to evolve the way you do Scorpio. Since Scorpio is about strong bonds - it could be saying you need a little bit of space between you and others. You might need to separate yourself out more - feel yourself as being more independent of their needs and more focused on yourself.
You have a lot of relational symbols and then - the mandate to be more independent within relationships. See, your Moon is in libra in the 6th - so you have this sensitivity to and energy exchange with others - and you want to help them - 6th house. Then you have IC on the cusp between Cancer and Leo. This is highly relational - very sensitive to others - down deep inside - you're very sensitive to how others relate to you. Sun is in Pisces with North Node - which is more inward, creative, less about others - but sensitive to others at the same time. It is in the 11th house - so - you are attuned to the social world - and perhaps you are focused on doing something that is impactful to the world. You could have some lofty goals.
Then you have Mercury in Aquarius - which is very independent - very thinking outside the box - very attuned to one's own mind and inner processes. Mars and Saturn are in Capricorn - another more solitary and inward type energy. Saturn is conjucnt Uranus - so - there's a feeling that you may feel like you are less grounded in a stable self-identity or perhaps you simply want to do something unique and pioneering - yet - 8th house - is a deep, inward place, unless you are using 8th house energy to work in the financial world. Because of Pluto in Scorpio, I'm thinking that you are needing to expand yourself self while paying less attention to what other people want of you or need of you or expect of you.
The main thing is that you evaluate the way you think of your self-value. You're in a letting go process during this lifetime - not really a building one. Some lifetimes are about building and accomplishing. Other lifetimes are about letting go of who we think we are - and this is the kind of lifetime you have now. It doesn't mean that you won't adopt a new sense of self in the process. It just means that the important thing is about "letting go" so that the new can emerge. And I think your chart supports this. You've got Venus and Jupiter in the 12th - Aries/Taurus - it's a new beginning as you let go of the old.
I consider this a supportive chart for the mission.
