The person i cannot forget

Hello all, I rarely post here, I usually just enjoy reading the boards. However, I have a synastry chart I would really appreciate some advice on.

I dated this woman for 6 months and fell head over heels crazy in love. I pushed him away in the end, as I always do with those I truly love, there was not a lot of closure and we've never physically reunited.

However, everyday I still think in this woman. I crave her, I frequently dream of her. I miss her, at a soul level. Any observations or advice on our chart would be so so appreciated, thank you truly! Blessings!

I put the synastry below

Sorry there is no chart here.

Hi, i hope this is good enough.


https://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?gm=a1&nhor=1&nho2=5&btyp=661&mth=gw&sday

Sorry it doesn't work.

I am really sorry, i did copy the right link now. It's hard to do this from a phone.