Hey there!
I could use a little help interpreting my MC. I have been struggling with finding my vocation and career for a long time now. I also have been unemployed since last october and in current times it seems quite tough finding something.
In my past i have been quite rebellious. I have had one long lasting career of 9 years and in the long run i have been fired two times. I do know i have a very rebellious and restless nature. I need my independence(as Uranus and Neptune in the 6th show) yet i am struggling with pinpointing and focusing on one thing and i constantly find my mind scattered (MC in Aries, ruler of 11th in tough aspect to 8th and 5th.
I consider my best features to be oratory skills, analytical mind and endless creativity. It makes me concerned to see on astro seek my MC square NN especially, since it translates to me as something what forces one to "settle with what you have" in a sense. Yet on astrodienst these squares don't show. Maybe the orbs are too wide..?
I always feel like my true creative hobbies and passions are restricted and i just can't get my own voice out and it makes me feel really held back. With the challenges in my life i sometimes feel like i haved lived many lifetimes already and i would just love the carousel to calm down. In the past 3 years i have switched careers and tried so many different odd jobs just to survive it has worn me out, not to mention moving houses 10 times(that is a real number). Besides all that turbulence i did start long distance studies in the field of Andragogy in uni last fall.
One astrologer said to me once that the best way to work out the squares is to literally choose a workfield what is connected to the squares. I have worked in sales and marketing yet i must admit i hate the corporate world and i would love to find a calling which would incorporate helping people- some sort of therapy, coaching etc. I need to incorporate my soul and spirituality with it, otherwise i will feel truly dead inside. I have been into astrology since 11 yrs old and i am now 27 getting close to my reverse nodal return in august. In times of crisis i have also moved back to my parents home and i would love to move away as i get the first chance to do that.
I sincerely thank anyone willing to give a look to these charts i have added. Firstly two birth charts, one from astro seek, second from astrodienst(not sure which one would be more accurate), third is transit+progressions.
I could use a little help interpreting my MC. I have been struggling with finding my vocation and career for a long time now. I also have been unemployed since last october and in current times it seems quite tough finding something.
In my past i have been quite rebellious. I have had one long lasting career of 9 years and in the long run i have been fired two times. I do know i have a very rebellious and restless nature. I need my independence(as Uranus and Neptune in the 6th show) yet i am struggling with pinpointing and focusing on one thing and i constantly find my mind scattered (MC in Aries, ruler of 11th in tough aspect to 8th and 5th.
I consider my best features to be oratory skills, analytical mind and endless creativity. It makes me concerned to see on astro seek my MC square NN especially, since it translates to me as something what forces one to "settle with what you have" in a sense. Yet on astrodienst these squares don't show. Maybe the orbs are too wide..?
I always feel like my true creative hobbies and passions are restricted and i just can't get my own voice out and it makes me feel really held back. With the challenges in my life i sometimes feel like i haved lived many lifetimes already and i would just love the carousel to calm down. In the past 3 years i have switched careers and tried so many different odd jobs just to survive it has worn me out, not to mention moving houses 10 times(that is a real number). Besides all that turbulence i did start long distance studies in the field of Andragogy in uni last fall.
One astrologer said to me once that the best way to work out the squares is to literally choose a workfield what is connected to the squares. I have worked in sales and marketing yet i must admit i hate the corporate world and i would love to find a calling which would incorporate helping people- some sort of therapy, coaching etc. I need to incorporate my soul and spirituality with it, otherwise i will feel truly dead inside. I have been into astrology since 11 yrs old and i am now 27 getting close to my reverse nodal return in august. In times of crisis i have also moved back to my parents home and i would love to move away as i get the first chance to do that.
I sincerely thank anyone willing to give a look to these charts i have added. Firstly two birth charts, one from astro seek, second from astrodienst(not sure which one would be more accurate), third is transit+progressions.