Hello Abhi,
Sorry for the late reply, I was procrastinating to make this post because... *looks at the length* --->
Hopefully you are still interested to read this. Anyway, I figured it may help others learn about the timing techniques I used here regardless.
[Note: Got lazy, so I didn't include all of the pics. Would upload if requested. Sorry if the images expire within a few months. I cannot get Imgur to work without signing up.]
1) "...As far as I remember it was first in after mid feb to 20th feb then after 30th march, then whole April and may 2008 which dealt the first major blow in my education and reputation...after that it was some peaceful months at home but after 22 dec 2015 till now it's another episode of " humiliate me in front of others " countinued..."
13~20 Feb 2008:
Annual Profections: 7th Place, ASC -> Scorpio
Aphesis: Sagittarius -> Aquarius -> Virgo -> Sagittarius/Capricorn
Arrivals: Mars (Gemini), Jupiter(Capricorn), Saturn(Virgo), Mercury(Aquarius)
During this period, Mars is the Annual Time Lord (Time Lord of the Year), according to the Annual Profections method.
First, let's consider Mars' Natal position. He is a malefic contrary to the sect in favour (a day chart favours the sect of the Sun), is in Gemini where he has no dignities, and is in the unfavourable 2nd Place (using Whole-Sign houses). Mars is badly placed here. The Domicile Lord of Gemini, is of the day sect (since he rises before the Sun), is in his Fall and Detriment, but is otherwise in a favourable 11th House. Jupiter, the benefic of the sect in favour, is with Mars, but Jupiter is not positively placed here (more on this star later). Venus is well-placed and dominating Mars, but the aspect is very loose.
Now let's consider where Mars is transiting during this time period. In this time frame (13-20 Feb 2008), we find that he arrived in Gemini, where he was placed in the birth chart. Since he is negatively placed in the natal chart, and arrives at the zoidion where he was natally placed, we can expect this period to be difficult.
Now we shall look at the Zodiacal Releasing or Aphesis.
Here, we find that Jupiter is the major Time Lord during this period. Look at Jupiter in the Natal chart. He is a benefic of the sect in favour (day sect), but in his Detriment/Exile, but at least he is a Trigon Lord of the triplicity of Gemini, and is in the unfavourable 2nd place (again, using Whole-Sign houses). The Domicile Lord of Gemini, again, is Mercury, whose position is about average to below average, so he provides limited support. The positive Venus also dominates Jupiter, but again, the aspect is by sign and very loose.
From this I can say that the benefic influences of Jupiter is somewhat limited. His position is about average in the Natal chart.
Transits-wise, he arrived at Capricorn, and is in his Fall here. A negative indication. This period is lacking in the beneficence of Jupiter.
Let's move on to the Minor Time Lords. The second zoidion being released is Aquarius, so it is Saturn who is the 2nd Time Lord in the Aphesis.
Natally, Saturn is the malefic of the sect in favour, in his own domicile in Capricorn, and in the favourable but cadent 9th Place. Saturn is above average in your chart, so I'd say that he is well-placed.
During the time period of 13-20 Feb 2008, however, he was in Virgo, where he lacked dignities, and he was retrograde. This signifies difficulties. Of what kind? Well, for a start, since both planets (Jupiter and Saturn) relates to Capricorn, the 9th Place in your chart, I'd say a problem that relates to one's education, spirituality/religion, travels, etc.
To makes matters more complicated, the 3rd Time Lord is Virgo, this re-activates Saturn and also takes Mercury into account for the times. Now, Mercury was in Aquarius during this time, where it was not connected to Virgo, and it was also retrograde. Saturn and Mercury, both being in each other's signs, mutually receive each other, but they do not aspect each other. They are also both retrograde.
The 4th Time Lord is Sagittarius, and later on Capricorn takes over. All this does is emphasise the positions of Jupiter and Saturn.
From this, I infer delays or reversal of circumstances in one's education or spirituality/religion, or other matters relating to the 9th Place, or to Jupiter. Please note that Jupiter does signify education/philosophy/knowledge, religion, and friends, among other things. You may have had some problems with friends as well during this period. Monetary problems and issues with one's public life/reputation may have also occurred.
Mar 30, 2008
Annual Profections: ASC -> Sagittarius
Aphesis: Sagittarius -> Aquarius -> Libra -> Scorpio/Sagittarius
Arrivals: Jupiter(Capricorn), Saturn(Virgo), Venus(Pisces), Mars(Cancer)
Since this day is a week after your birthday, the Annual Profections has changed. Now the Ascendant is profected to Sagittarius, making Jupiter even more important in determining the quality of the times.
Jupiter is still in Fall though, and Saturn is still retrograde in Virgo. One positive benefic effect is that Venus is the 3rd Time Lord, and it is in its Exaltation. Still, the 4th Time Lord is Scorpio or Sagittarius, so the planet which carries out the matter given by Jupiter is either Mars or Jupiter himself. Mars is in his Fall and is in opposition to Jupiter, and Jupiter is also in his Fall. Mars and Jupiter mutually receive either other by Exaltation, but both are in Fall. The sextile ray that Venus strikes Jupiter with is too weak, unable to undo the negative force of this negative mutual reception.
Usually when I think of Mars/Jupiter influences, I'd say it has something to do with public affairs/reputation, leadership, or business, or monetary issues. When the combination is negative, I say that there is quarrel and treachery among friends.
Apr-May 2008 - Education/Reputation problems
Annual Profections: ASC -> Sagittarius
Aphesis: Sagittarius -> Aquarius -> Libra/Scorpio/Sagittarius
Arrivals: Jupiter(Capricorn), Saturn(Virgo), Venus(Pisces), Mars(Cancer)
I am sure you can see the pattern now. The main culprits are Jupiter and Mars. In early May, Saturn goes direct, but around 8 or 9 May, Jupiter goes retrograde instead, so the problem isn't getting better. Mars also leaves Cancer around the time Jupiter started walking backwards.
All-in-all, that Jupiter was the main star that was problematic with regards to your education and reputation. It also got the cooperation from both malefics, which gave it more destructive potency.
At this point, I want to make a note about Jupiter. Two of Jupiter's significations are friends and money. Pisces is in the 11th Place in your Natal chart, which also concerns friends, gifts and preferment. Mercury is in Pisces. Thus, Jupiter and Mercury are in mutual reception by domicile, and they aspect each other. They are also in their Exiles/Detriment, for their Domiciles are opposite each other (Pisces is opposite Virgo, Sagittariu is opposite Gemini). Mars is also in Gemini, being badly placed himself.
Jupiter's Natal position and everything else mentioned above, tells me that your friendships tend to be...shall I say, transactional in nature. Many of your friends befriend you because they want something from you (2nd Place), whether it be your money or personal belongings. Sometimes they want to "do business" with you, for example, they may want to trade something with you, or they want you to buy something for them, or they want to sell you something, etc.
I don't necessarily see transactional relationships as something bad, but being that the rulers of the 11th and 2nd Places are not that well-placed, I suggest that you exercise caution when making exchanges with acquaintances or friends. It is good to evaluate carefully what you are getting into before making a big investment.
Jan 14, 2009 - Love problems
Annual Profections: ASC -> Sagittarius
Aphesis: Sagittarius -> Aquarius -> Scorpio -> Aries
Arrivals: Jupiter(Aquarius), Saturn(Virgo), Mars(Capricorn)
Hmm, I don't know exactly why you had love issues here. But...let's see. Jupiter has finally left Capricorn and entered Aquarius, where it is a Trigon Lord. Saturn is retrograde again though, and although Jupiter is in Saturn's domicile, they do not testify to each other by aspect. Saturn is not dignified in Virgo, and is found to be diametrical to Venus (representing yourself, among other things). Finally, the 3rd and 4th Time Lords are the same, Mars.
Mars is Exalted in Capricorn, so it should be better behaved, but it is under the rays of the Sun, which is generally bad. Maternus, however, stated that some astrologers in his day regarded a combust Mars as being a good influence because it is then subservient to the Sun or something like that. I will go with a more canon interpretation and say that combustion is negative here. Jupiter and Mars do not testify to each other, which can be a problem, as Mars may not carry out the matters given to him by Jupiter according to Jupiter's intentions. Finally, Saturn is in trine to and receives Mars, while Mars is in a weak, separating sextile relationship with Venus.
Initially I thought that Mars in Capricorn may make the outcome positive, but now I think that the quality of the times here is mediocre. Note that Mars rules over the 7th and 12th Places in your chart, so it signifies, among other things, your partner. It seems to me that the lady broke up with you to pursue a relationship with another man (Saturn). He was likely older than you or her, or in a position of authority, and may have attended the same school as you or her.
Apr-Dec 2009 - All Kinds of Problems
Annual Profections: ASC -> Capricorn
Aphesis: Sagittarius -> Aquarius/Pisces
Arrivals: Jupiter(Aquarius), Saturn(Virgo)
The time period is too long here, I will only consider the 1st and 2nd Time Lords. These would be Jupiter and Saturn. Again, these are main influences in your life during this period.
The Annual Profection goes to the 9th Place of religion/spirituality/philosophy/knowledge, and of travels. Saturn rules over this place and for the most part, he was in Virgo until the end of October 2009, where he moves to Libra, where he is Exalted and finally regards Jupiter by trine. Jupiter stayed in Aquarius for the most part, but does not aspect Saturn. Jupiter also relates to spirituality/religion/philosophy/knowledge/etc.
Your comment on this period caught my attention: "...unimaginable hell on all fronts, many beliefs I had about many things changed in this period..."
Religion and spirituality is largely about beliefs, and philosophy too is significantly affected by our beliefs. We do not -really- know what life is about (its meaning, its purpose, its nature etc), nor whether the after-life exists. Even if the after-life exists, we do not know for certain how it is like. So we are left to our imagination and senses to consider several possibilities, and then to choose to believe in some of these possibilities.
If you remember, I stated that dignified malefics sometimes to try give you "prosperity through adversity"? This period is probably one of those. Since Saturn does not regard Jupiter (the benefic of the sect in favour), and it is not well-placed, it introduces adversities in your life. But Saturn is well-placed in your chart, so I infer that Saturn's intention is ultimately to -help- you. But it is naturally malefic and during this period, it is not well-placed, so despite its good intentions, it brought harm to your life.
These experiences changed your beliefs about life, because the Annual Profection to the 9th puts spirituality/beliefs into focus, because Saturn is Time Lord and it rules over the 9th, and because Jupiter is activated and one of its natural significations is spirituality/religion/etc.
Jan-Oct 2010 - A moment of reprieve
This period is similar to the period above, except that since Saturn moved to Libra in November 2009, its maleficence starts to reduce, gradually. In March 2010, the Annual Profections goes to the next sign, which is Aquarius, and this is again, Saturn's year. Since the 10th Place is operative and more benefic than the 9th Place, and since Saturn is in Libra, the difficulties become less. Note that since Libra corresponds to the 6th Place in your Natal chart, it is by no means a positive place, so it's expected that there aren't many good things to talk about during that period either. Furthermore, Jupiter moved into Pisces in mid-Jan, where it is in its Domicile, so the difficulties are further reduced because of this. However, since Jupiter is not longer in aspect with Saturn, again, great things did not come out of this period.
Oct-Dec 2010 - Nothing manifested, no progress, things remained "depressive"
During this period, Annual Profections is still to the 10th Place, so Saturn is a Time Lord. Jupiter remains to be the 1st Time Lord in the Zodiacal Releasing while Mars took over as 2nd Time Lord because Aries got activated in late August 2010.
Now Aries is the 12th Place in your Natal chart, and the 12th Place relates to depression, distress, injuries, enemies and the like. In addition, this place falls from the pivot; it is a cadent place, unable to bring about positive effects. So it is not entirely surprising that nothing manifested and things remained "depressive" for you, especially since Mars is badly placed in the Natal chart and is naturally malefic. When Mars is malefic, it brings about anxieties as well. During these three months, Mars went from Scorpio, to Sagittarius, to Capricorn. It is dignified in two of these places, but it seems that due to its negative placement in the Natal Chart, it simply was not enough to bring about a positive situation.
Ah, I have to note that from 1 October 2010 to 31 December 2010, Venus (signifying you) remains largely in Scorpio. At some time, it went retrograde and goes back to Libra briefly, before coming back to Scorpio again. Venus is in her Exile/Detriment in Scorpio, so this may be another testimony on your difficulties with getting things going.
Mar-Sep 2011 - Troubles
March 2011 is where the Annual Profections moved to Pisces, the 11th Place. Again, this emphasises Jupiter, especially since it is still the Major Time Lord in the Zodiacal Releasing. Mars remains the 2nd Time Lord because Aries is still activated during this period.
Here, Jupiter gradually moved from Pisces to Aries, and this Place is activated in the Zodiacal Releasing. It certainly testifies to the troubles you face. The 12th Place is, in my opinion, very destructive to our minds. Its brings on anxieties and fears, especially when this Place is Aries (which, in terms of body parts, is associated with the head), which is a domicile of Mars. It makes us worry unnecessarily over things that may turn out to be trivial. Jupiter is diametrical to a retrograde Saturn in Libra, which may also be an issue, especially because both are transiting the 12th and 6th Places respectively.
There are other details, like Jupiter moving on to Taurus after some time, and Mars travelling around 5 signs, but in general, the times were not that beneficial.
Sep 2011 - Downward spiral, lost optimissim, increased anxiety, fear
Can we stop here? I'm tired. XD
One day later...
Okay let's continue.
Annual Profections: ASC -> Pisces/Aries/Taurus
Aphesis: Sagittarius -> Aries/Taurus/Gemini
This time-frame is too big, but we can see that the main planets are still in play: Jupiter and Mars. In March 2012, Annual Profections goes to the 12th Place, which is notorious for inflicting mental distress, as I have noted before.
Let's consider Venus's Natal condition. It is a benefic contrary to the sect in favour, in its Exaltation, and in the favourable 11th Place. It being in the last degree of the sign is a potential malefication. It is also invisible, under the rays of the Sun. But according to several sources, planets in their domiciles or exaltations or confines are considered to be in their own "chariots", being capable even if under the Sun's beams. So it is not as if Venus is rendered completely powerless by the Sun here.
All-in-all, I judge this Venus to be above average in favourability.
If we look at the arrivals (transits) of the planets when Aries hands over to Taurus in the Aphesis:
We find that Venus and Jupiter are in mutual reception, but without any aspect. Both planets are placed in signs where they are not dignified. Jupiter is also retrograde here. Thus the benefics offer little help in alleviating your distress.
From 30th August 2010 to 23rd November 2011, Aries/Mars had plenty of time to inflict injuries and/or mental distress. When Venus received ownership over the times, it had little power to reverse the situation. So this is really an issue of Mars' momentum rather than being forsaken by Venus. Not to mention, in 23rd March 2012, Aries got activated again, which continued this theme of psychological misery.
Taurus then hands over the times to Gemini in mid July 2012, so let's see what the arrivals look like at this time:
Mercury is in Leo, undignified, and retrograde. Not much help. Jupiter is in Gemini, in his Exile (opposite his own sign). They are in a hexagonal relationship, better than nothing but not great.
Oct 2013-Jun 2014 - Betrayal of friend
Annual Profections: ASC -> Taurus/Gemini
Aphesis: Sagittarius -> Gemini/Cancer
Not gonna go deep here, but the profection of the ASC to the 2nd Place activates the planets there: Jupiter and Mars. These two are the main problematic planets in your chart in my opinion. Yes, Jupiter represents friends (naturally and because he rules the 11th Place) while Mars signifies strife, betrayal, ursuping, quarrels, etc. It is the 2nd Place, so maybe the object of the argument was money, personal belongings, or something of the sort.
Interesting that you mentioned it started around Oct 2013, because around that time, the 3rd Time Lord in the Aphesis is Pisces. Again, Jupiter is activated.
If we look at the transits when Pisces takes over from Aquarius:
Notice that Venus is in Exile in Scorpio (this signifies you), while Jupiter is Exalted in Cancer, but cadent (your friend). Also notice the Lord of Scorpio, Mars is dominating Venus from the right, within 2 degrees. The fact that Mercury, the Lord of the 2nd Place in your Natal chart, is also in Taurus and is affected by Mars as well, makes it pretty symbolic.
To me it seems that your friend who 'betrayed' you got the better end of the deal in doing so, if we compare the difference in dignities between Venus and Jupiter.
Mar 22-Aug 28 2015 - Cutting of family ties, anger and resentment
Annual Profections: ASC -> Gemini/Cancer
Aphesis: Sagittarius -> Cancer
Looking at the Solar Revolutions:
Sun and Mars in Aries, your natal 12th Place. They are both dignified here. Sun is ruler of the natal 4th Place, which concerns family. Mars is ruler of the natal 12th Place, so not surprisingly, you were angered by your family and resented them. According to Robert Schmidt, Mars' nature is 'to sever and separate', likely symbolic of the response you took in response to your feelings towards your family.
22 Dec 2015-Now - Humiliation by family in front of others
Annual Profections: ASC -> Cancer
Aphesis: Capricorn -> Capricorn -> Leo (22 Dec 2015)
Leo is activated in the Aphesis, which concerns family. Since this is still the same year (note the Solar Revolutions posted above), it isn't surprising that it still carries similar themes.
Sorry for the long read. I hope this has helped clarify why these things happened to you. To summarise, your problems were mostly due to Jupiter and Mars, with Saturn and the Sun sometimes frustrating the situation.
2)"aside from Saturn and Venus, all the other planets are either mediocre or even harmful, when the time is right."
Is it a general statement or specific to my chart?
It is specific to your chart. Jupiter and Venus are naturally benefic, while Mars and Saturn are naturally malefic. The Sun is neutral but veers towards malefic, in my opinion. The Moon is naturally benefic. Mercury participates in both benefic and malefic activities, and is rather indifferent to either side.
But in your chart, the circumstantially benefic planets are Venus and Saturn.
3) So is it going to stay like that all my life? Considering I didn't have that Problem before , I was hoping it's simply a confidence problem and one, which after good times (if it comes) will get vanished
I wish I could predict the future, but I am not that skilled. All I can say is that life tends to follow a trend, so some problems may arise again and again. On the other hand, some things are linear; happens once, and then never again. Determining which planets does which is gonna take a lot of analysis on the Time Lords though.
One thing you can take comfort in is that when the Time Lords are well-placed, it is possible to get some rest from the difficulties, and these periods can help you recover from the misfortunes.
In particular, I want to point out the upcoming period when Saturn finally arrives at Capricorn (I am waiting for it myself
). This occurs in December 2017. This 2.5 years may help you to recover since the major Time Lord will be Capricorn for you for the next 28+ years. The subsequent 2.5 years in which Saturn is in Aquarius may also help, though it does not aspect Capricorn here.
To close, I would like to say that:
1) You should be careful when dealing with friends and acquaintances.
Sometimes they will try to strike a deal at your expense. Consider the deals carefully, and beware when they try to invite you to suspicious places.
2) Similarly, it seems that the women who date you tend to do so because they are interested in your money or belongings (Mars, Lord of 7th Place, in the 2nd Place), or they want to obtain gifts or preferment in doing so (Mercury, Lord of 5th Place, in the 11th Place). It's not necessarily bad, in my opinion, just be aware of it, and don't be naive.
3) Your family, particularly your father, delights in your humiliation/suffering. Distancing yourself from him was probably a good choice. For your mental health. Maybe even consider moving out to a residence far enough from your parents.
As for dealing with your psychological issues as a result of your life experiences, I suppose meditation will help. I would personally recommend Dharana. The initial stage is where you imagine one of the five tattvas in your mind. The five tattvas are the yellow square (Earth), the silver crescent (Water), the blue circle (Air), the red triangle (Fire) and the black oval (Spirit/Aether). Just maintain an image of one of these shapes in your mind for a period of time. Focus on it alone.
I also tried things like Pranayama (breathing control) and Asana (posture control). There are also other esoteric practises like the LBRP (if you're into Hermeticism) that may help.
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