Thanks for this input. I value that things seem to be either really wonderful or really awful for me. Maybe it is the fact that I have more than a few planets in Scorpio that readings seem to be so accurate for me, but I have followed a serious transformation of my life over the past 3 years and I need to know more about it. I am talking about, I have had a complete Renaissance of my life. I had was a suicidal addict - I had a veritable miracle- and since then I have felt direct and unconscious guidance to pursue everything I wanted and everything has unfolded in a more than fortunate way. It was Jamie Partridge's summary of 2014 for me, and then watching the 2015 and 2016 summaries unfold as he described, that made me believe these cosmos must really be some indication of the will of the universe. For me, spirituality = God = the collective human consciousness = science = whatever "other" force that is keeping us all together. They all seem to be the same thing to me. And I just feel blessed as hell. I have JUST learned about yods and whether or not mine seems to indicate anything. (Jupiter and mercury sextile, both quincunx Neptune). I will admit that I have had 2 serious visions "from above" to change the world, and I am either delusional and insane or they came from somewhere. Like, some Moses ****. The second one was January 15 of this year and since then I just really need to know more. When I encountered info on yods two nights ago, I made this profile and also stayed awake throughout the entire night taking notes and learning how to read things. At the end, either sleep deprivation or a wealth of information made me feel quite overwhelmed and I decided to take a break for a few days and hope that the lovely folks here had some input.
I appreciate any input at all, so please feel free to bring me down a peg if your perspective indicates I am having delusions of grandeur.