Astrodawn
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I need someone to look at my chart and help me see an end to this black hole im in at work.
What I cant understand is my chart looks full of optimistic positive transiting aspects pluto trine MC, jupiter conjunct MC, pluto trine moon etc so why is my career in tatters, full of stress and anxiety and my latest pottyness is panic attacks where I keep acting extremely bizarrely, running off, bursting into tears with my heart rate through the roof and panting like ive just run 100 meters :-(
I do have a demanding job and usual thrive on stress but now i just feel defeated, scared and al i want to do is leave but i cant afford to, I feel embarrassed about my behaviour like running out of meetings, I even went for a works meal last friday only ate my starter suffered a full on panic attack from no where and ran off, with my dinner on the table and me sobbing in the car park.
I have been to the doctors and put on anti depressants and told to be off work for a few weeks, but im still sat here worrying now about work getting behind.
What aspects are causing all this and when is it going to end?
Please help :-(
Ps chart is my signature
What I cant understand is my chart looks full of optimistic positive transiting aspects pluto trine MC, jupiter conjunct MC, pluto trine moon etc so why is my career in tatters, full of stress and anxiety and my latest pottyness is panic attacks where I keep acting extremely bizarrely, running off, bursting into tears with my heart rate through the roof and panting like ive just run 100 meters :-(
I do have a demanding job and usual thrive on stress but now i just feel defeated, scared and al i want to do is leave but i cant afford to, I feel embarrassed about my behaviour like running out of meetings, I even went for a works meal last friday only ate my starter suffered a full on panic attack from no where and ran off, with my dinner on the table and me sobbing in the car park.
I have been to the doctors and put on anti depressants and told to be off work for a few weeks, but im still sat here worrying now about work getting behind.
What aspects are causing all this and when is it going to end?
Please help :-(
Ps chart is my signature
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