Hello
transit pluto goes over my ic and a lot of other aspects to personal points in my birth chart with a t-square.
but absolutly nothing happens, the last 4 years i worked really hard for any little succes, but absolutly everything goes awry and some things turn against me, in abusive ways, it devitalice me over time.
i know this patterns, but cannot finish that, that caused a deep hate in me, while i will go free of this pattern but doesnt work what i do. i have see this the last three years, the only one was happen was retraumatised by psychlogists and going enraged like a berserk for a couple of weeks.
this hate ist going realy strong with this pluto transits and my thoughs goes harder and harder,
i hate my country, for his hypocrisy in deepest behavior they are nazis like 1933 - 1945 but in another form and they dont see that, an astrologer say, i gain an big heritage at some point, but this is wrong in a material thing, i have no money like a church mouse and my life was a whole desaster, abusive childhood in sexuality and violence physical & psychic.
but i barrow a big cultural heritage, my parents was nazis in the WW2 and i destroyed this family with a hard fight in my youth against them and living a while in the underdog, because not acceptet the expulsion.
with germans i'm on distance thats the reason why not going in german forums, i will learn better english and somtimes never speak a german word again, change my name and say the truth about this country purpose.
what i realy love is nature, i spend much time in nature landscapes, i have forgot this love for a long time.
and i will try to work for human rights like amnesty international, but all ways seems to be blocked, maybe i must do nothing to gain succes, but i'm not sure, do nothing is not mine.
my birth chart 07.09.1976 07:55 at morning. in hamburg germany.
so far
have a nice day