Hello members,
I've been on this forum since 2005 and I had a lot of promise and potential but I've messed my life up.
I had so much vigour, enthusiam, hope when I was younger and its all messed up. I'm feeling bad. The last 3 years has been spent just working hard studying and doing no socialising. And I've failed my first year at uni so I've spent this year just doing retakes. I'm afriad to socialise. I've lost my identity by failing my first year at uni and my younger cousins graduating earlier than me.
Almost everybody I know has a degree by 23, has some sporting achievements, a car, a great social life and I have non of that. I'm feeling left out of life. At 23, I've not achieved anything, I'm very ambitious and competitve but there is no tangible achievement to back it up.
My family members and the wider community don't know who I am still. I am scared to socialise now out of the fear of being judged and compared (I come from a status seeking culture) I just don't fit in.
I have jupiter in accidental dignity in the 10th (good reptuation, status), a lot of 10th house aspects, a strong mars, venus-moon mutual reception, strong moon, sun sextile moon (a great life). I cannot understand why things have gone against me.
I don't know how may life will plan out.
Analysis appreciated,
Amit
I've been on this forum since 2005 and I had a lot of promise and potential but I've messed my life up.
I had so much vigour, enthusiam, hope when I was younger and its all messed up. I'm feeling bad. The last 3 years has been spent just working hard studying and doing no socialising. And I've failed my first year at uni so I've spent this year just doing retakes. I'm afriad to socialise. I've lost my identity by failing my first year at uni and my younger cousins graduating earlier than me.
Almost everybody I know has a degree by 23, has some sporting achievements, a car, a great social life and I have non of that. I'm feeling left out of life. At 23, I've not achieved anything, I'm very ambitious and competitve but there is no tangible achievement to back it up.
My family members and the wider community don't know who I am still. I am scared to socialise now out of the fear of being judged and compared (I come from a status seeking culture) I just don't fit in.
I have jupiter in accidental dignity in the 10th (good reptuation, status), a lot of 10th house aspects, a strong mars, venus-moon mutual reception, strong moon, sun sextile moon (a great life). I cannot understand why things have gone against me.
I don't know how may life will plan out.
Analysis appreciated,
Amit