divine spark
Well-known member
Hello, I am 33 and have no career and no marriage partner. All I want is to find true love and marry and have a child, and spend my life doing something satisfying that helps people - you know, have a career. But I am 33, single, still waitressing, and trying to figure it out, as I have been for years.
My heart breaks every day over the loss of my ex boyfriend.
I sometimes think about moving to California (from NYC) to study acupuncture, even thought it will be difficult and expensive, because it has helped me so much and it could potentially be a satisfying career. But then I ruin my handles with my ex who I truly love, and enter a BIG field of unknown, and give up al chances of being discovered as a singer.
It's just that I am getting older now and if I want to have a family....
I feel despair sometimes, life has no luster without love. Obviously, every single marriage or career prediction until now has been wrong, despite my efforts or relaxation of efforts and despite any falsely perfect scenarios that looked like thy were about to unfold.
September 28, 1984
20:08
Milwaukee, WI
My heart breaks every day over the loss of my ex boyfriend.
I sometimes think about moving to California (from NYC) to study acupuncture, even thought it will be difficult and expensive, because it has helped me so much and it could potentially be a satisfying career. But then I ruin my handles with my ex who I truly love, and enter a BIG field of unknown, and give up al chances of being discovered as a singer.
It's just that I am getting older now and if I want to have a family....
I feel despair sometimes, life has no luster without love. Obviously, every single marriage or career prediction until now has been wrong, despite my efforts or relaxation of efforts and despite any falsely perfect scenarios that looked like thy were about to unfold.
September 28, 1984
20:08
Milwaukee, WI