As well, difficult to don't take into account Saturn in opposition towards the Moon, the aspect is harsh and transiting Pluto is on Saturn.
Is your nervous breakdown in relation to a feeling of loss, unemployment or separation?
Sorry that you are facing a difficult time.
ketu separative south node now transit natal rahu north node acq 2nd,
8th from moon, detachment from family-finances,
prone to pain-injury throat-teeth-lower legs-sciatica pain etc,
and life-style reversals;
while rahu north node transits natal jup-ketu leo 8th,
hyper-sensitive, high self-pride, commanding attitude,
aptitude for medicine-surgery,
prone to toxic urological-stomach-liver issues and pain/surgery;
asc lord jup over 8th for health issues;
past 2.5yrs asc lord sat transit sag 12th opp natal mars gemini 6th,
stress-struggle in health-employment matters, competition and struggle;
natal sat retro towards sag 12th for foreign lands opp mars 6th;
sat own cap first, growth-riches through public admin, mining, etc
sat retro delaying things;
moon-sat opp stress in health and marriage though;
5-7m later sat moves to natal sat cap opp moon,
need to take long-term decisions of life impacting next 30yrs;
gemini-mer 7th inimical for sag asc,
stress-delays in marriage-vocation;
asc lord jup now transit scorpio 11th for gains and friendships,
research-occult-advisory aptitudes,
while trine elevated aspect moon-cancer 7th
supportive of marriage-business/vocation months ahead;
moon cancer 7th good for a career-diplomat/nursing; sensitive and intuitive;
jup trine own pisces 3rd for initiative-writings-advisory roles;
sun-mer-venus perfectionist virgo 9th, mer elevated,
debilation of venus cancelled, gradual growth, settling at 32+,
good for luck-literary-oratory-medical-artistic-management aptitudes,
sag asc, philosophy, law-justice, medicine, sportive, ambitious, impulsive;
inimical mer retro 9th delaying and stressing things though,
luck-edu-travels-father-husband under stress-delay; and
prone to intestinal stress probably, and mer for nervous system too;
while better at written communications/writings;
hope this helps adapt, do share pointwise ground feedbacks,
how true-untrue-insightful-prospective etc
wishing well,
kshantaram
You have Sun, Mercury and Venus in trine to Neptune, and even if these aspects are harmonious, it still indicates that you are by nature, a sensitive and possibly artistic and creative individual. Saturn is in opposition to your natal Moon, which is a hard aspect that makes it difficult for you to express your emotions, and feel loved. Neptune is also in opposition to your Moon, indicating profound sensitivity and a tendency to depression is common with this aspect. You can live in your head, and get lost in dreams, and that is one of the challenges with that aspect. It is important to not indulge in escapism, because it is weakening.
Saturn has just recently made a square to your natal Sun by transit, and this is an extremely difficult transit, a very enervating influence; possible health problems show up with this transit. Saturn is right on your ascendant too, and you this might have shaken up your relationships a bit, as well as undermining your mental and physical energies.
All of this is spot on. I will go into detail in another post but just needed to say that this is true for me.
ketu separative south node now transit natal rahu north node acq 2nd,
8th from moon, detachment from family-finances,
prone to pain-injury throat-teeth-lower legs-sciatica pain etc,
and life-style reversals;
while rahu north node transits natal jup-ketu leo 8th,
hyper-sensitive, high self-pride, commanding attitude,
aptitude for medicine-surgery,
prone to toxic urological-stomach-liver issues and pain/surgery;
asc lord jup over 8th for health issues;
past 2.5yrs asc lord sat transit sag 12th opp natal mars gemini 6th,
stress-struggle in health-employment matters, competition and struggle;
natal sat retro towards sag 12th for foreign lands opp mars 6th;
sat own cap first, growth-riches through public admin, mining, etc
sat retro delaying things;
moon-sat opp stress in health and marriage though;
5-7m later sat moves to natal sat cap opp moon,
need to take long-term decisions of life impacting next 30yrs;
gemini-mer 7th inimical for sag asc,
stress-delays in marriage-vocation;
asc lord jup now transit scorpio 11th for gains and friendships,
research-occult-advisory aptitudes,
while trine elevated aspect moon-cancer 7th
supportive of marriage-business/vocation months ahead;
moon cancer 7th good for a career-diplomat/nursing; sensitive and intuitive;
jup trine own pisces 3rd for initiative-writings-advisory roles;
sun-mer-venus perfectionist virgo 9th, mer elevated,
debilation of venus cancelled, gradual growth, settling at 32+,
good for luck-literary-oratory-medical-artistic-management aptitudes,
sag asc, philosophy, law-justice, medicine, sportive, ambitious, impulsive;
inimical mer retro 9th delaying and stressing things though,
luck-edu-travels-father-husband under stress-delay; and
prone to intestinal stress probably, and mer for nervous system too;
while better at written communications/writings;
hope this helps adapt, do share pointwise ground feedbacks,
how true-untrue-insightful-prospective etc
wishing well,
kshantaram
Thank you so much for your advice.Hi,
A couple of things, being a Sag Asc., you are quite aware of the truth and readily admit your shortcomings. A lot of Virgo energy also makes you quite self-critical and also very sensitive to criticism.
Remember one thing in life, you canNOT compare your life with others and then turn bitter that you are not able to achieve what they have. Also, you canNOT control the situation or others. You can only control yourself.
You are very creative with that Moon-Merc. and your poetry may have a religious or philosophical touch thanks to Neptune connecting to Mercury. You should keep that up at all costs.
You partner house is also strong with Mercury, its ruler, strongly placed in Virgo. However, that Neptune to Mercury and Moon makes you idealize a bit too much and you forget reality in the process.
Your house of children is weak, with its ruler Venus in fall in Virgo. However, the strong Cancer Moon compensates well. However, with Saturn opposing that Moon it could be that pregnancy is delayed. That said, I do want to say that transiting Jupiter can be kind to you the next two years. In case you do not want a child outside of marriage, you should be careful the next two years.